Forever My Legacy

Simple. This blog is officially dead.

2011-09-18T14:35:00.000+08:00

Because I have a new one here:http://simplyjottingdown.wordpress.com/

God, what happened to me?

2010-04-21T22:09:00.000+08:00

Ok so a few weeks ago the news of the EXCO was out. I was so prepared not to get any role. Not because I don't want to but...my common tests...arent up to standard and therefore tada. Bye bye Presidentship. Byebye Logicstics EXCO. I was like its alright. Its the best for me. God did what's best for me. And while that my other friend was like happy that God gave her the job as a candidate as a President. Well congratulations ^^

And then there's the IKEA project. Oh gosh just chasing all around...I feel like an idiot running on hot tracks being chased by some kinda cats. Heck with it.

Then there's homelife. Just the other day I was having a huge blow with my mum all because of tidbits. Crap. And I put on my earphones(or whatever the heck it is called) on at night mostly. I just...don't wanna hear my family...just like shutting myself.

Still, life goes on. These 2 days I fell asleep on my bed-my homeworks aren't finish. Yeah I had a good sleep, but my works are more important.

I'm kinda lost...like why this kinda crap life? Why cant I move on? Is there something I can do?

Then I read "Tuesdays with Morrie". A friend introduced me that book, and it really blew me away. Yes, my whole perspective of life changed a little. But more importantly, my career begins to shift its path again. I am interested in the human life and society and what life is all about...

But then....life is still as it is...

The other day my friend went to SOTA, and I was like why there isn't a school for laws or politicals or even mental health study of those sort? ITS SO UNFAIR .

So far, I feel that I'm improving in terms of my subjects, but NOT GOOD ENOUGH.

Ok, I'm jus crapping here, but I think I really need a break. I want to finish my stuffs, and I do not need more pilling up. TYVM. God save me from this maze....what had I done wrong to get this? What kind of test is this? Did you bring this to me, or had I brought it upon myself? In anycase Lord, let me out of this prison and let me fly again...

How come I don't know how to play anymore?

2010-04-11T23:11:00.000+08:00

Ok, so I turn on FB everyday, then AFK at GE, then pop in my song and take a nap or do my hw or go slack a bit...then its work again...

Don't know why...but I do not see how playing can destress anymore...it feels like...a chore. Maybe I'm playing the wrong kind of play?

Working on DnT is stressful, as this weekly meeting is like a deadline to me, and one week...so many things needs to be prepared. Then I still got school which I'm totally worried about. I lost a lot of things because of my Common Test 1 back in February...and I do not want history to repeat itself. Same thing goes for the DnT project, and I wanna do better.

Then...there's a lot of things at home...my mum, dad and brother too...so many things to bother. I tried not to care, but it'll jus be related to me in the end...

I tried FB as a relaxation, but it feels like a bore. I tried GE to play, but OMG, afk soo much, is that even playing?

Maybe its time to get out? I realise that life is very short sometimes, and I had to make full use of it, but then...after achieving my goal...will I still be able to continue it and sustain it?

So how when I die? Leave a legacy or just perish....

So before I regret it, I need to live it to the fullest. Work is fine for me now, but I need to know how to really, destress...

Hope I found out soon. God may pass me some wisdom.

2010-04-06T18:56:00.000+08:00

O.o Did I blog abt my bday?
Anyway I forgot, so happy belated bday me ^^

Ytd was the interview for EXCO for my school. Was very nervous, seriously. The rain was soothing my heart though, so after the rain it was alright. When I went in it was ok. Nothing wrong....

Then results came out today. Fast, but haiz, nvm ba. An all girls EXCO team...which I really had in mind...LOL. Grtz for all ppl who made it ^^

Well gotta rush, doing hw and stuffs. After exams then blog again ba...see 1st.

Hello 15! Kinda late but haha~

2010-03-30T00:46:00.000+08:00

Yay congratulations Jian Ann you are now 15 years old!

And thanks for all the wishes. Belated or not, Im just glad u guys remembered :D I feel so happy. Another wait for 365 days lol. Wonder how this year will go.

I kinda screwed up a lot of things, even if I am 15. But who cares, I'm still me.

Its almost 1am, but I am still busy. Talk soon ba.

Well one week holiday is over...

2010-03-21T21:56:00.000+08:00

On monday I went for Chinese Oral examination. I screwed it all up...crap. I mean like, omg a lot of words I cannot seem to read.
For the rest of the day I did my homework and slack a lot.

On tuesday I had to go for the Bionics Competition. It was kind of interesting as we see our competitors made very interesting models. Ours was plain and boring, but I mean, who cares? We did our best to stick to it. It was our idea.

On wednesday I went out for erm....@.@ what was it again? Oh yeah it was a teacher parent meeting. I survived, thank God. But I still have to work hard....

Over here, I remembered when I was Sec 2, I was addicted to gaming. Of course I still game but I ask a lot of questions nowdays online to do homework. Not much gaming.

On thursday it was all the Maths SSP. In the end I only went for the Amath. I was so weak, I think my teacher is going to scold me and hit my head if he really can. But he was so patient with me, I thank him for all his time. Did he even had lunch? O.o

On Friday I went out with my Lifegroup. I had not seen them in a while, so it was a good opportunity.

On saturday I went for church and do more homework

Today I went to Ikea to do some measurements.

Well and now I left my Amath homework...and my hair is quite long. Please God let them not catch me for 2 days >.< I can't cut on monday cause I got art. I need to go on tuesday no matter what. So after the meeting I had to go. Like SOON. :O

Well that's about it. Jiayou Jian Ann! CHARGE!

And so we move on...

2010-03-01T01:02:00.000+08:00

I seen the poem at least 3 times, and understand the overall meaning. But never had I seen an example of any sort, till I watched H2O: Footprints in the sand.

God is powerful- he never abandons, and never gives up. In times of me needing Him, He carries me to walk all the way to the end of the darkness.

Today, my counsellor msg me, asking how was life. I replied him honestly, and he gave me advice.One might think, hey that's all? To me, it was a blessing from God. He sent my counsellor to check on me, knowing that life wasn't good these days.

And honestly, it isn't.

3 days ago I found out the Pure Science Teacher teaching my class despise Combined Science students.
2 days ago I realised that chances of me failing horribly may be a reality after all. Even a ZERO.
Yesterday I know that I need to wake up from this nightmare.

Today, I decided to think...deeply....

I hope to get an answer soon.

LIFE wasn't meant to be Life Is Free & Easy. Well, at least I have good times.
Im sensing something is brewing up, like in March, something will happen...something big....

Call it institution....

Footprints in the sand

2010-03-01T00:51:00.003+08:00

Footprints in the Sand

One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord.

Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.

In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand.

Sometimes there were two sets of footprints,

other times there were one set of footprints.

This bothered me because I noticed

that during the low periods of my life,

when I was suffering from

anguish, sorrow or defeat,

I could see only one set of footprints.

So I said to the Lord,

"You promised me Lord,

that if I followed you,

you would walk with me always.

But I have noticed that during

the most trying periods of my life

there have only been one

set of footprints in the sand.

Why, when I needed you most,

you have not been there for me?"

The Lord replied,

"The times when you have

seen only one set of footprints in the sand,

is when I carried you."

Mary Stevenson

And so it begins...

2010-02-22T17:04:00.000+08:00

History/SS...lack of speed and critical thinking, wasted too much time. Think might just fail.
English, horrible. I forgot how to answer a lot of them,in the correct formats. Fail is here too.
These 2 are my most fave subjects, but...

Let me not fall into this pit, but move on to strive for the better next time.
Study harder then.

Chinese teacher slapped on my table 2 times today. Want me to look up...but my vision is nt good...
Eating chinese new year goodies...not the right time...
Wanna be hardworking, but the mind and body is nt working together.

Jiayou ba, tml is Emath.

Changed and improved...but still lacking...

2010-02-19T02:01:00.001+08:00

I changed the skin and edited the layouts...currently I felt that the picture is quite...not strong...but since the text is a good colour I don't mind...
Need another new skin? Maybe...but hope not to change too much...
2am...need to finish my homework. Test next week...
I need a lot of ur relinks and people to come back...wonder if I can make it.

2010-02-19T01:07:00.000+08:00

Relinks and updates @.@...need to change change change...

School started not long ago and CNY is here. My heart is still in a state of confusion after entering Sec 3...
Class 3E5!?!?!? Why???? DnT?!?! OMG....
Still alright for now, so just keep going on and on...wondering when the light shines....and then the end of the tunnel.
Had started a game to kill of my boredom and have some fun, but doesnt seem like it. Kind of joined a faction within, and because of social problems people come and go....how do people communicate these days...

Today I was notified of the Council Induction Camp and the committee(SP) within...but then I wasn't in there...maybe I had not done a good job in the last one, and therefore consequences came and tadas.
None...not even the facillitators...why? God knows.

Fufilling life? Maybe. Tons of works just keep stacking up, and losing end? Yeah, kinda.
"You spin my heand right round right round"

What can I say, give up? Why not, wait till something happens?
Maybe so...let time tell.

Commons next week, lets see how I fair.

Exams over today!

2009-10-15T01:44:00.000+08:00

Yeah in a few hours time that is.
Dad just like got so angry at me for closing the door that loud.
Its his fault anyway, for not being home often and not closing the door after opening.
Sucker.
What do you call this behaviour again? Adolencence? Not sure, but I guess I'm at that period?
Things are going rough but who cares? As long as I stand firm and stay cool, he's losing out.
He thinks he can abuse his position as a father. Think again.

Hands on a guide book

2009-07-12T18:32:00.000+08:00

I just got my hands on a Love Dare guide from Fireproof.
Basically I'm gonna convert this Marraige Love Dare to Friends/Family Love Dare guide book (when I have the time >.1)
Anyway I started day 1 today. I'll post another one on reflections later.
I'm doing my hw now....
Man this blog needs cleaning...I'll do it next wk or the wk after.
Later

Blog,and blog,and Blog,OH MY!

2009-07-04T02:01:00.000+08:00

Yeah blogging is hard, especially I'm trying to update 2 at the same time.
But haha slacky u noe...sadly.
Facebook and Twitter are my hangout places now.
Tales Runners forum is well...the only forum I'm using.
I am listening to David Tao Zhe-Angel. Ytd...oh wait no. Its 2 days before =P, I'm spamming the song "Bao Bei".
I'm listening back now lol.
Hmm today the Design class(digital) seems nice. Haha.
Love972 is my Fave radio station currently.
Anyway if I find the time I'll "revenovate" this blog. By then lol. =D
Hav fun during the weekends ^^
(No serious. Don't worry abt H1N1 haha~)

Unstoppable

2009-06-17T19:58:00.001+08:00

Yeah unstoppable camp is like 3 days over from today and man i hate coming home from there.
We had praise and worship and a lot of things la...sure good to enjoy ^^
Of course God is our main aim of this camp.
CK lost my gift T.T in the end i gave him my piece.
Anyway so there man im lazy to do my hw gonna start now and im sick again ==lll

2009-06-10T03:33:00.002+08:00

=D Copy,paste,see !
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QliqV_TdJ-E
*Tales Runner*

Daily event

2009-05-01T23:58:00.000+08:00

Hey I'm one big slacker!
Yeah blog so long nvr update le. Facebooking and gaming a lot so less time for blogging.
Of course hw got do la. Dont gimmie tat look(especially Keong Cheng)

Mid years coming sian.

Yt got new laptop so testing out

Yeah so today woke up early to settle comp stuffs. Still good,better than Home Basic.(Its home premium)

After tat CK and I shepherding. Yuxiang late(as usual),so he nvr got shepherded(I try and ask CK if I can teach him XD)

Then went to CG. Its wild,man. I mean the mains are Ruiyong,Rachael and CK. Hey we having fun u noe.
Then Rachael's preaching is so good tat I wanna change-this takes time but I dont care how long.
I'll change.

After tat NEC sports time! I played badminton and captains ball. Still good at them =D
Then went home. Continue with my comp stuffs.
Mum went to get a new phone.

Then she say if u play too much I"M GONNA CONFISCATE IT.
Like LOL,she can't do tat.

Its like mine,she borrows. I use it most of the time anyway,since I gonna move it around.

Man everyone is getting on my nerves these days-wat's their problem?
Get a life,would ya? I wanna have mine so stop limitating me-its useless.

If u wanna do tat hav it ur way-u'r wasting ur time,not mine.

2009-04-19T22:31:00.000+08:00

Something nice I found today ^^
A VERY INTERESTING CONVERSATION

An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to his Class on the Problem Science has
With GOD, the ALMIGHTY. He asked one of his New Christian Students to stand and . . .

Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son ?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, you Believe in GOD ?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD Good ?
Student : Sure.
Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ?
Student : Yes.
Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he Prayed to GOD to Heal him.
Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill.
But GOD didn't. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?

(Student was silent )

Professor : You can't answer, can you ? Let's start again, Young Fella.
Is GOD Good?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Is Satan good ?
Student : No.
Professor : Where does Satan come from ?
Student : From . . . GOD . . .
Professor : That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this World?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student : Yes.
Professor : So who created evil ?

(Student did not answer)

Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness?
All these terrible things exist in the World, don't they?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, who Created them ?

(Student had no answer)

Professor : Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify and Observe the World around you.
Tell me, son . . . Have you ever Seen GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor : Tell us if you have ever Heard your GOD?
Student : No , sir.
Professor : Have you ever Felt your GOD, Tasted your GOD, Smelt your GOD?
Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor : Yet you still Believe in HIM?
Student : Yes.
Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol,
Science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor : Yes,Faith. And that is the Problem Science has.

Student : Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?
Professor : Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as Cold?
Professor : Yes.
Student : No, sir. There isn't.

(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events )

Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat, Mega Heat, White Heat,
a Little Heat or No Heat.
But we don't have anything called Cold.
We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is No Heat, but we can't go any further after that.
There is no such thing as Cold.
Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat.
We cannot Measure Cold.
Heat is Energy.
Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it.

(There was Pin-Drop Silence in the Lecture Theatre )

Student : What about Darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as Darkness?
Professor : Yes. What is Night if there isn't Darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir.
Darkness is the Absence of Something
You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light . . .
But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and its called Darkness, isn't it?
In reality, Darkness isn't.
If it is, were you would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you?
Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is flawed.
Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality.
You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD.
You are viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure.
Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought.
It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one.
To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that
Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing.
Death is Not the Opposite of Life: just the Absence of it
Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Students that they evolved from a Monkey?
Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?

(The Professor shook his head with a Smile, beginning to realize where the Argument was going )

Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and
Cannot even prove that this Process is an On-Going Endeavor,
Are you not teaching your Opinion, sir?
Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?

(The Class was in Uproar )

Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen the Professor's Brain?

(The Class broke out into Laughter )

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's Brain, Felt it, touched or Smelt it? . . .
No one appears to have done so.
So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol,
Science says that You have No Brain, sir.
With all due respect, sir, how do we then Trust your Lectures, sir?

(The Room was Silent. The Professor stared at the Student, his face unfathomable)

Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.
Student : That is it sir . . . Exactly !
The Link between Man & GOD is FAITH.
That is all that Keeps Things Alive and Moving.

2009-03-24T21:51:00.000+08:00

Hi!
Those who play getamped I created a guild called LionHeart u may want to join in and create justice!
Yeah watever LOL. Anyway here's the guild blog:
http://lionheartguild.blogspot.com/
wanna join jus contact me XD(Or send a mail through IGN: Solitaire)

2009-03-21T14:50:00.000+08:00

PS all these days so busy so hard to blog...yeah its almost dead trying to revive after skol holidays thx!

2009-03-12T17:46:00.001+08:00

Today was boring....
These few days weather sudden change make me really sick...
Got all my marks back: all within my goal range of As and Bs
Now aiming for As
Detention Duty not good...zzz
Council camp coming...more stuffs...
DASH in 2 days time.
Tml dnt nd pass up journal...xian...
Lit got a part where only a girl part-nurse lol...I am not going to be tat. I rather FAIL than do tat.
That's about it le...and pls comment in my wordpress...seems so dead there...lol

2009-02-23T21:40:00.000+08:00

Xian...these few days not feeling like myself...
I mean yeah I pushed everything aside and like wth..............
nvm can't find peace in my heart...............

....

2009-02-17T22:27:00.000+08:00

Today got talk...boring nia...talk so long talk abt past-like we are learning now LOL...
Then talk like lecture to adults...we are teens!

After that class. Fire drill skipped Lit(nice ^^). Eat tapioca and sweet potato....i wonder y no plain rice but got plain porridge-I mean porridge nds more water rite? ^^

Then class again...man can't do anything...like so tired...

Then after skol. Cheering for Volleyball. So I waving flag but gt like told off(nicely) abt 5 times-cause DISTRACTION...so I was like shy to wave in case I do wrong or etc.

Then went home play and now trying to rush hw again...its stupid...I mean help me someone....(oh yeah maybe I fast on it ^^)

Ok I added a new post in wordpress le do check out ^^
http://legacytrust.wordpress.com/

2009-02-16T22:13:00.000+08:00

Yeah so today settled a few things.

I changed a lot of my comp stuffs,though my char still nvr change...I mean what's wrong with me?

So maybe I'm addicted...fine...but I must fight back.

Then ytd is Total Defence and the day b4 is Valentine's.

All of u should be busy.

Today's weather is hot(from wat a lot of ppl say). I kinda like still ok and cool during the skol lessons...but I kinda like don't like to go to skol today...cause erm....too busy...stressed up ba...

Then got Art. That's when I feel way too hot,cause 1.The teacher is downright boring and 2.I'm tired. So I felt sticky(you knw wat i mean-sweat) and when I got home the 1st thing I do is bathe...like yeah quickly.

Anyway do go to my wordpress blog as well. I'm also using twitter and plunk. So erm got time I put de links...except for the wordpress.
http://legacytrust.wordpress.com/
Copy and paste ^^

Yeah I used it for more formal discussion and I write more like an editor. Here I jus flood anything I can ^^

Oh yeah cause I really like forums...so I really hope I can make a forum for ppl talking bout their lives...isn't it cool?

Ok I'll end here cause got nothing much today...jus tml hope be better...(Shoot tml got cheerleading...for Volleyball. Like WTH)

2009-02-16T19:56:00.001+08:00

New changes!
Email is now JianHao.Legacy for both gmail and hotmail thx ^^
Also I opened a wordpress so u also can checkout ^^
Twitters and Plunk are also using(not often though sry)
KK tat's all ^^

2009-02-14T22:03:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day!

For those who received my cards consider urselves to be the most granted of them all-I make only abt 10,and each one is unique(Unlike last time when I did mass production)

I received sth from Wee Meng. Thanks ^^ (Sry I nvr make u a card...wait for the next event ba =S)

And now 6-S ppl pls go to class blog and blog watever u like XD

Also ps nvr update my life cause busy.

March ESS coming up ^^ (I already designed the postcard...I mean may not get chosen lol...)

And like to thanks Philothea for the Valentine's Gift ^^ (I mean if its from the Y-Comm team then thank u all ^^ U guys are great!)

And for common tests:
Maths,His,Lit:A1!!! YEAH!!!!
EL:A2! Not Bad!
CL:C6...omg....buck up le...
Sci:D7...horrendous...

Ok that's all for now...

2009-02-14T22:01:00.000+08:00

High school's supposed to be the best time of your life. Unfortunately not all of us have the same fate(or whatever you want to call it)

Sufferings can be hard:
1.Depression
2.Bully(From Verbal to Cyber)
3.Grades
4.Social
...

The list goes on. So yeah sadly I had like ALMOST(must emphasize) every problem-u name it,I experienced it.

Yeah so hopefully u can solve it soon,if u r a victim. And yeah seek the school counselor or read the Chicken Soup for the teenage soul series(I recommend it^^ cause when I read it its inspiring)

And for 6-S...pls go back to nicenet once in a while. Its cool ^^

2009-02-04T21:43:00.000+08:00

Yeah so its after Chinese New Year ^^
I got quite a few ang pows from Singapore(and I am SO HAPPY to =D) cause I went to Malaysia to have visits,and so the money is all RM...which means it has to be in the bank and the money is decreased by 2 T.T

That aside(ok i know its hard to elaborate more cause of time constrain sry), I went to Art Club on Monday and didn't quite receive a warm welcome...but in the end of the trip to the Peranakan Museum(Little Nonya u thinking now rite? Haha!)(and yeah we wnt there to welcome de sec ones),she asked wat i feel abt this experience(she said tell me the truth when I said its ok. Do I look like someone who don't appreciate art much? *YES!* Ok I'll prove to them I can draw and appreciate it lol). And the group I was in-its funloving ^^

Then this week common tests-left CL and Maths. The papers were easy but NO TIME NO TIME NO TIME....T.T
But I got to thank Mr Tham jus now when we hav a small chat. He told me to manage my time well...man I nd a watch..wait I hav one-it's strap is broken. GG

Then now HW and l8r some stuffs.

Are u Xcited for Valentine's? FALL in love this Valentines by celebrating with lots of ppl! Come to me if u wanna noe more details ^^

Ok so bye and treasure this blogpost..cause I donnno when is my next.

P.S.(Ok to me its Pls See) I jus did a project on road rage so here's sth funny for you ^^
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-2677362849377990424

2009-01-23T22:59:00.000+08:00

Happy B'day Yee Nah!

Yeah so its her B'day today...so jus say happy b'day like so many times...ps nvr get her a gift...too busy...

So yeah skol today and then boring...lol...then had P.E. and vivienne got hurt while playing freezebee...partly me and partly her...and partly LuoTing...I mean who asked her.

So the game is like our group of 5 was split up and I'm in a mixed group. The girls were not vry enthusiatic and the only other boy was Yu Xiang. So yeah I wanted challenge since freezebee is simple for me. Then we played the proper game. Then Luo Ting said 5 V.S. 2, since I wanted challenge...(and I didn't ask for tat)...so yeah Yu Xiang and I and the girls another...and so we pwned them 2 to 0. But then when I was blockin then Vivienne was like ok gotcha! then it hit her lips...but she open heart...thank God for that...

So recess...settle a few docs.

Then History. Apparently the teacher is new(and OH SO NEW) and so when I asked if the Old Harbour is deep enough for steamships to go into it he not sure....zzz...and wat's more he is tat type which teaches from the TB....so was lik ok lor...boring...

D&T. Nvr finish de hw but saved cause got duty XD

Duty was boring(I feel like so extra there)...

Wanted to go skol but cause of Mi Lian lor...

Then home.

PM

Dinner

Home again

Comp

Dead....no la l8r hw then sleep

~Cold water...being splashed on me...Life's cruel but meaningful but also difficult and tough and jus...tired...~

2009-01-22T22:59:00.000+08:00

Yeah so busy these days nvr post much...
Yup I like Daughter/Servant of Evil(Parallel Stories) and the sequel Regret Message. Thank Sock Hui for introducing me Rin and Len...yeah.
If u wanna know they are part of Vocaloid, and man I gotta say their song stories sequel really is nice...but then Sock Hui send me the Maple Version...not touching.
Today jus slacked off...still got lots of HW and HW and HW.
These few days used Facebook. I tried adding my Maths Teacher now waiting for a reply...I mean cause I put Jian Hao so yeah he gets it he gets it he don't he don't...lol....
Then I play till now lor...doing HW then...
To end off, here's sth cool from Vocaloid and Camarelldansen hehe...

Hope its the correct vid...lol...

2009-01-19T23:08:00.000+08:00

Collected my specs today...looks good on me...jus my face is like(yeah u knoe wat de...if u don't nvm haha),so not vry good on my face(contrasting right?)

Went to skol and came home...felt groggy and sick so nvr went for outreach. PM was good...

Maybe I'm such a busybody once a lot of times...
Maybe life is full of regret for me...
Maybe I'm jus guilty...

If only...

P.S. So tired and so dead...wat's life?

2009-01-18T22:41:00.000+08:00

Blimey, its Sunday!

Yeah which means tml is school...sad case. I think I doing pledge...yeah so bad thing...I mean its not bad thing...jus no mood...

Today was slacking yeah...and IMAGINE can play again yay...anyway I'll play another day...cause busy. And I still got PW and D&T...and had to finish by then end of this term...OMG...

Then @ 2 went out to do some things...then came home at 4 and out at 6 again...till 10+...do a round up CNY shopping...so yeah if u wanna know here's my estimated cost and wat I buy:
-Running shoes @ $164
-2 Informal Clothes and 2 Bermudas @ $200 below
-1 Formal Clothes @ $55
-1 pair of jeans(Mum ALMOST bought SKINNYS...which I'm thankful she mixed up) @ $60
-Specs(I hav to remake a new one cause I lost the old one) @ $150

And u can count the total.

I'm so like showing attitude these few days...but I can't tolerate any longer of any of my family members...IF ALL THINK THEIR RIGHT,then FORGET IT,the whole family can disband(I mean except for my bro lor...he joins one of my parent...

I go my way...maybe jus run away...to nowhere...

CAUSE WHO CARES WHETHER I'M IN THE FAMILY OR NOT?

IF only I could be reborn again...

2009-01-17T22:58:00.000+08:00

When anger gets the better of me...

I jus blew up...jus for a couple stupid reasons:
1.Personal space
2.Bro not showing respect

Today de preaching abt wat I donno...but there's this part abt anger and tat we wanna control this sin but we can't...impulsive they called it. That's when God comes in.
Then this morning there's this parent forum talk...quite a waste of time since all should be said in sec 1. Mum and I were talking so well and so happy.

Then church. After that fellowship and home...

Then we had dinner...still well....till mum told us to pack up(I mean yeah I used the comp too much sometimes or like watever jus packing up is too stranious...see my room and u'll understand)

Then bro became unhappy. I mean he can't find a part in his maths set and was like blaming me cause I used it the last time(AND IT WAS MY MATHS SET!!! HE JUS TAKE IT!!!) I showed him once,he's not attentive and asked me again, so I just like toss it at him...frustrated(I MEAN I PUT IT BACK ALREADY!!! WALAO!!!)....

Then my bro kept wanting to watch me used comp. I mean its stupid and a waste of time...and cause I wanna hav personal space...jus like when I do my QT..which my bro jus BREAK THE SILENCE AND THEN ASKED ME ABT THE MATHS SET!!! WAT IS THIS?!?!

I blew...cause I like let my bro for so long but too bad he nvr change and nvr treat me as my bro(as in REALLY LONG LIKE 4 to 5 months,jus after I went to church and I realised that anger is a sin-which Benny nvr told me it was until some time l8r...)So yeah I change,to let ppl...even my bro...I mean I used to be so selfish,and now as well...but at least vry less selfish...

Then yeah was like Mum kept sayin tat did church teach u this?(The pastor said when u made it public that u r a christian ppl will see the reputation of God from u.... true)I mean the church teach good stuffs...and vry excellent. But then sadly I can't change it overnight....

We argued...mum kept using the word "kor-ta" (Which I donno wat it means but sth like selfish...)...and I was like "I JUS WANT SOME PERSONAL SPACE! DON'T U UNDERSTAND?!?!)

I really like regretted some things....so yeah here's a video I like(sad story....), but contradictorily its not a happy video...I want to share this....

Anger leads to blindness...and so wat Mum really thinks of some things all are revealed...and so now I know....

ESCAPE

2009-01-12T23:26:00.000+08:00

Yeah so today is Benny's B'day. And Benny called me for PM(I mean I already know its gonna be meeting then celebration of his birthday-isn't it obvious?)
Then went lor. Then Ruiyong and Randy(I donno who thought up of that plan)told me to act emo then when affirmation then I say Benny like vry bad so l8r then only RY,Benny and I were in the room. Then they prepare the cake. I know its bad la but then...yeah....
So it started and when worship its not worship but a birthday song for Benny. Nvr got tat one rdy so I was rdy to worship God lei! And then they sang b'day song I was like -_-
And they had a bread with cream(full) on it(u know wat they'll do rite?). Then he go clean up and I was like:Is it over? But no lol...there's still another one...and when affirmation I like played my role...but Ruiyong was like:"Huh? Wat u talking?" and I was like OMG wat hav I done wrong? But he knows the mistake so he quickly change de subject and ask everyone out except the both of us. I didn't say much lei...in fact. He cried and I was like woah u really do care so much....and I thought u so strict and nvr really cares...and so Ruiyong when Benny went to the washroom says u acted well and continue for a while. So I was like ok lor and when RY broke it I started laughing(I mean I can't control anymore). Then everyone was like saying I was a good actor and should join Drama Ministry instead of Communications, cause I acted so well and said only a few words and he can cry le....but yeah I don't act in front of a lot of ppl...I don't hav de courage. Then had cake and had some time fellowship and went home cause skol night.

Tml doing announcements or pledge....*cry*

2009-01-12T15:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENNY!

2009-01-11T19:21:00.000+08:00

SOMEBODY SAVE ME!!!
And here I thought its over....then God decided to test me again. This Saturday is the Parents Forum...and WE ARE SUPPOSED TO COME AND ITS COMPULSORY! ABSURD!

I mean its OK....just that why do THE LOWER SEC. HAV TO COME IN THE MIDS OF THE MORNING AND AFTERNOON!?!?! Why can't they jus make it on another Saturday morning?

I mean its not the problem-Its I hav to go for 2ND SERVICE, FOR JCs....man I'm so like out of place in there...and Benny was like:"Next week you go alone for 2nd service ah." Nice one...(I mean unless someone...just someone...like CK with me then OK lor its better)

Today was quite boring. Ytd was quite OK....everyday's confusing....
Then still got HW...OMG....wat I do now? Chinese composition lei....

T.T

But then....
-I so wanna fight back to be in Ruiyong's core team after falling down....
-Prove to Benny that he's so wrong in some of his ways....nope erm I'm not wrong to say tat...I hav my reasons. But no I'm not gonna tell him straight in his face:Its rude.
-Settle my HW(That means be a workaholic before a "playaholic")
-The projects...they hav to be done....
-Pray to God for help...I can't do this alone...and give me some time to breathe....I can't take it....

2009-01-11T19:19:00.000+08:00

Appreciation
My life's full of these.

Kindergarten-Teacher Annie
Pri School-Cedar:Mrs Wee, Mrs Radina and my Pri 2 teacher(sry forgotten the name)
Da Qiao:Mrs Yap,Mr Pei and a lot(I think all the staffs in the school! ^^)
Secondary-Teachers: Mr Ong Kai Kun, Mr Ivan Lee, Mr Otto Tham, Mr Lionel Ang and a few as well-sry nvr put here cause forgot or too much to think(Cause not all teachs teach me yet or helped me)
Councillors:(Mostly)
NEC: All? Yeah lol ^^

But specially for today's post is to thank Ruiyong(or Juiyong =D ) for his support when I hav some troubles these few days. Today he also keep me in prayer ^^ Thank God for him.
And we promise each other sth =) I havent forgetten yet, and not going to ^^

Today skol still ok. Nothing much. Tml busy again. PM gonna be late. Jus CG- late for it.
(This is on the 9th January 2009)

2009-01-07T21:44:00.000+08:00

Where is there peace when you can't hav it in your heart in the 1st place?

I don't think God is happy as well...I mean I abuse his Melody....by using "SECOND CHANCE" as an emo song....
Promised God that I will be doing QT today...after so many days....

Today school. History is very boring. The teacher is new so yeah....

I went to the library today. Borrow a bk.Hope to finish it and do a short bk review on it. My EL teacher promotes reading...so yeah....must read....

Oh btw did pledge today.....I did it horrendously.....I mean after being a prefect in Pri 6 then I nvr did it le....till today....

My outreach sucks...no contacts....
Tml CG leading testimonies...hope to do a good job....

I see they sky so beautiful,the sunset so peaceful....wished I could be up there forever.....seeing the same thing does not bore me....
But when I walked in to the house....the same prob jus rushed in....emotional feelings mixed up.....and I feel its all my fault....
Yeah, Mum's been finding fault and probs in me....but she is jus making herself worse. I mean yeah she cares but too bad I'm soft so.....
Grudges again. Sadness and misery..... what is life now? Where will I go on? How?
Cause of comp games....yeah still in holiday mood....gotta be a workaholic....I'm trying to put school and church and soon CCA in my job...so games is a relaxation....if only there was....

God shows life's bad, and the world's broken....that is when I seek him in spirit,but face it-we can't escape the fact we are in the physical world....and I need to seek someone......the question is,who?

2009-01-06T22:56:00.000+08:00

Man so tired....
Yeah got sleeping and eating distorted these few days....not vry good....but at least still under control. I mean if case got worse then yeah....bad.
Tml gonna say pledge. Bad...I mean I lost my confidence like last year and still can't get it back....and my skills got rusty....
The Outsiders is a vry touching story...and I went to the library today and read some touching testimonies abt how God change ppl's lives as well. Nice ^^
Ok tml then ^^

2009-01-02T20:09:00.000+08:00

*Scream!!!*
Yeah today skol....and so yeah ok la...the assembly boring cause erm all abt talks....
So erm yeah then recess....then lead them to class -_-lll which is wrong place....its supposed to be parade square......lol.....
Then skol end le....yay....simple and easy.....but my holiday hw still nd to do lol......sad case....
Tml got scouts but I don't think nd to go.....check again.....
Short post ok so yeah and today its NEC 1st 2009 prayer meet =)

Hey! NEW YEAR!

2009-01-01T15:34:00.000+08:00

Yay erm yeah new year!
For NEC ppl (if I hav ur contacts) I send to u this message:

Let the sunlight be ur ray of hope,
let the moonlight be ur guide to solve the problems at ur darkest hours
and let the stars be be your companions. ^^
Happy new year, as day or night life shall be joyous to u all. Don't waste 2009. Use it well. May God bless you =)

Yeah and let that be an encouragement to u guys out there as well ^^
Ok ytd went to skol to hav a meeting abt CCA....like omg....scouts teachers are vry persistent...but I also donno....they like hao xing talk like tat lei....they say nd our feedback to improve but they see like I don't keep stuffs to myself. Haha sad case but its the total opposite. Then erm had lunch and went to buy stuffs for BBQ (I went...lol.....I wanted not to but ..... I did )....then start at abt 6+ pm......then had chicken wings and pork sauages and marshmallows and pork meat and a lot la....lol....I forgot to take pics le....T.T
Then went home abt 10pm. Went to Brewerks at Waterfront to wait for countdown....and OMG the menu....its costly....but sigh...Dad wants so yeah...sad tat we can't see the fireworks...blocked by buildings....and we lasy to walk across the bridge and out to the roads...so erm but we nvr countdown loud as erm we donno when is tat so yeah....then ask Mum and Dad if I can go for bro's night. I came...cause I told them they go to sleep I go talk. =) When I came Benny said "Praise God!" . But at 1st I don't think so but then yeah praise God! =) Then buy drinks and had this testimonial saying tat wat we wanna change we had done not well in 2008. For me its Mercy and Confidence and Courage- I mean I shared that.(see at nds/wants and got the star....lol broken english) Then we had a toast. Drank "Sparkling Grape"....its like wine(they cal fake wine)...but no alcohol and its vry stong...omg....then they went to Mac(Gideon's idea to nap there-air con and cushion)...except for Zi Xiang, Benny, Randy, Vinay, Chenyee, Rui Yong and me....(if I'm not wrong)We played Citadel-Stradgy game. I won 2 times yay!(And erm yeah we played only 2 rounds, so straight wins...beginner's luck)And Benny was like kept aiming at me....lol y mark me when I'm so innocent? ><
Then all so tired so they went to sleep.....I wanted to go home but the ghost stories at the BBQ freaked me out so yeah I went back and say I don't dare to go home...lol....so Benny and Chenyee went with me but we split half-way so OMG.....scary lei...when no ppl and yeah...you know wat I mean.
Went home and sleep till 1pm....and now doing hw...omg......
Kk skol tml so see u all in uniforms....lol.....

2008-12-31T01:36:00.000+08:00

Countdown tml...and I hav my own countdown:
1 Day to countdown
2 Days to a fresh year
3 Days to a fresh school
6 Days(if im not wrong) to Sec 1 Camp(donno if im helping)
.......
Man im so tired...oh btw had a gathering for kindergarten skol friends yeah its cool anyway.
Im gonna sleep soon cause tml its talking business....
Hey still got hw so yeah talk l8r. Bye.

2008-12-27T23:46:00.000+08:00

Hark the herald angels sing,
"Glory to the new born King!
Peace on earth and mercy mild,
God and sinners reconciled"
let's praise, everybody let's praise..
Let's praise his name today,praise his name!!!

Hark the herald angels sing,
"Glory to the new born King,
Peace on earth and meacy mild,
God and sinners reconciled!"
joyful all ye nations rise
join the triumph of the skies
with angelic host proclaim:
"Christ is born in Bethlehem"
Hark! The Herald angel sing
"Glory to the new born King!"

And the gift goes on(The Father gave the Son)
And the gift goes on(The Son gave the Spirit)
And the gift goes on(The Spirit give us life)
And the gift goes on & on & on (so we can give the Gift of love)

Don't you love to give a present wrapped up in a Chirstmas bow
God gave us each of us a present in that night so long ago
Its a Gift that keeps on giving if our spirits can recieve
Its the secret joy of living if our hearts can just believe.

And the gift goes on(The Father gave the Son)
And the gift goes on(The Son gave the Spirit)
And the gift goes on(The spirit gives us life)
And the gift goes on &on & on(so we can give the Give of love)

Feliz Navidad
Feliz Navidad
Feliz Navidad
Prospero Ano y Felicidad.

Feliz Navidad
Feliz Navidad
Feliz Navidad
Prospero Ano y Felicidad.

I wanna wish you a Merry Christmas
I wanna wish you a Merry Christmas
I wanna wish you a Merry Christmas
From the bottom of my heart.

We wish you a Merry Christmas
We wish you a Merry Chirstmas
We wish you a Merry Christmas
And a happy New Year!

Yeah that is our Christmas Carol! Anyone wants the tune seek me ;) I'll try and sing =D
Nope not a good caroler....but still acceptable XD. Thanks to Junxian cause I copy from him
=) And anyway erm write abt today...the rest nd to push on when I'm done with HW le....which is be4 nxt friday....OMG......
Gonna finish CL homework....tml not going out the whole day...stay back and do your homework boy.....T.T sry ppl.
CL book review is easy =) and English nd to grab sth to read....nd the review only if I'm not wrong...if I'm then GG....ask the teacher if can redo only lor....I hav only abt 3-5 choices of my books...and all suck....if I can remember the tiger's apprentice triology it'll be excellent....I mean yeah I can! =) I'll try to write one in 1/2h...or its hitting the books....

Today woke up at 7am,then 8am,then finally get out of bed at 10am.....wash up and had breakfast. So yeah breakfast was quite ok. (bread...wat can I say?) Went with Ruiyong to Nexus. He asked.....I mean now I don't dare to as yeah he's busy. Service was ok. I mean last service le.....then its 2009.....countdown is gonna be in 4/5 days time.....I had no appetite in the afternoon but jus ate a lot in the end ==
Then they play LAN....totally not my stuffs. Not playing de ppl watch those playing lor...except for me....I went out and play my phone game.....lol....I think Sammy(is it his name? OMG donno...) like ask me y I outside lor.....but then yeah I jus waiting for them to finish then say bye! Yeah and ppl like u will say:Go home earlier can le ma....Then Sammy told Josiah and Benny know as well lor....I don't even think he nds to know. I mean c'mon.
I don't think he nds to.....then went with JX,Randy,ZG and I and yeah XW as well. We went to Plaza Sing' for a while then ZG and I had to go home. Went home do hw use comp nope no dinner. Then jus listened the song "voice of truth"....yeah flashbacks.....
Talk soon...tml busy busy busy!

2008-12-25T23:23:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas ^^

2008-12-24T00:18:00.000+08:00

God's testing me on kindness through Mum.....and the family relationship and I are like so distant....so erm donno what's God is doing to me I mean look at all these probs wat has God installed for me? Yeah short post and HEROES Camp haven't review yet omg....short post cause erm jus tired....yeah. Nights ppl =)

2008-12-20T00:56:00.000+08:00

Hey how's it going?
Bored so just post lor....
Today woke up at 5am(OMG)....nd to get rdy for sec 1 registration. Then bathe and had breakfast and leave with my relative. But Mum and I had a little arguement on the neatness of my shirt. U'll understand soon.
So arrived to skol and then check on attire and leave to usher then at 9am had to go up....I was "sabotaged" to be a model for the attire.....great achievement but still lol......T.T
Then do redeployment duties for a while then to Y-Comm. Had this workshop so just learn. For illustrations I was dozing off....OMG....but l8r so on had energy le lol....and yea during lunch we were seperated to groups and yeah we were fellowship then they ask my age and was like Sec 1 this year. They were like shocked -_-lll I mean yeah I am 13....I think I'm the smallest. Btw they thought I was sec 3 -_-lll lol.....so we had ramen so yay got this soya? ramen?? Donno but its buy one get one free so usual price $12 so $6 ^^ yay.....then after that PM and Benny called and was like OMG......scary. So I rushed to PM and I saw the international delegate by the name of Torchi( I think spelled like tat ) Then was like he sharing his experience....and my butt hurts....lol.....then he like pray for ppl around so yeah and I can't believe I was like spotted by him( I was like yes yes yes! I mean when will you get such an opportunity coming like that?)....but I was in doubt so I was like hand signal: "Me? Me?" and he like confirm and so I went up...then God told him abt my grudge on some ppl for some small things that Im considering backsliding....then he said a verse from Timothy? Erm anything la I know its abt Timothy so its abt my grudges and unforgiveness....and then Giddeon said abt my fears and abt courage. Thank God and praise Him for them! ^^ My question abt backsliding is confirmed ^^ I am not gonna do tat!
So l8r had dinner at Sumo House. Same dish 2A Kasudon at $2.90 with chicken and egg and soup etc....can memorised le lol.....went home think today slack and so play some games and btw I gave my loyalty to God to the max and to Benny le. I trust in them ^^ Good job Benny u had passed God's test!( I think its my test but hey God created it rite? )
I'm a different person, from a different generation!

2008-12-18T01:08:00.000+08:00

Hey back from HEROES camp!
Ok la ytd back from camp....but so tired so slept for 14hr...from 7pm till 9+am today....
Outreach was excellent ^^ I got 2 contacts ^^ yay ^^
Talk more on camp when I hav time....wait for Sat night or Sun. Vry busy these few days. Nights and CU SOON!

2008-12-12T01:22:00.000+08:00

Gonna finish sth soon ^^ and man I'm so proud of my first piece!
Gosh my hw my hw! HURRY!
-_-lll short post......nothing much to say

2008-12-09T01:24:00.000+08:00

Hey how are you guys? Hope your days are not like mine. Cause my days are boring and busy. No mood to do hw and I still got a pile of tasks nd to do....yea I'm gonna be toasted......vry crispy....anyway those who know today i'm with my family having a family day erm yea i had. But its night outing lol....my days are spent on comp. Night had dinner wanton mee and yea its quite ok....then I had a bit of a diorrea(donno how to spell) prob at Gain City(is gain spelled like tat? OMG.....am I too stressed).....yea went to buy a new washing machine cause ours are broken down....can be repaired but how long can the repair survived?(We had tat for abt 10 years)So I wnt home and talked to a few ppl on msn and do my stuffs.
Btw haha I know its childish(u nvr know me much,but yea sometimes I really watch kids shows to kill time),but watching power rangers jungle fury(a fusion of Wild Force and Ninja Storm i think...kinda like an advancement,like Overdrive with a fusion of Turbo,Lightspeed Rescue and SPD. U get it u get it,otherwise u don't erm...u don't).....yea and there's this lion spirit which is really cool...except the mane got 2 "ponytails"....pretty extra. Erm same u dont get it u dont(I love those lions with those sharp, sparky,spikey manes....kinda like a robot.....I'll try and draw it ^^ ,but Gold,not Black and Gold of course....lol Lion and Leo are my kinda thing....hmm....maybe God is trying to be like one.....like courage,strength,might etc. Oh maybe courage!) Ok its stupid lol to watch it but hey its cool sometimes to see their weaponry and zords. For those who know me really extra well u'll know tat i'm trying to start a project called "Project Weapons". Too bad I dont hav the time....well maybe on the sec 4 vacation lol.......
Tat aside,jus sth personal(erm tat PRJF is already personal so jus an addition *u r lucky! to read this*): I'm a fan of myths and legends and all those ancient things. Like the phoenix and pegasus and dragon etc.....yea I mean its cool isn't it? Lol nvm.....anyway my fave words are things like "Eternity","Legacy","Legend" etc. I mean the word Legacy is so long forgotten in my mind...till one day I saw a guy in Grand Chase with the name "iLegacy"...and I was like HEY! The word came back to my mind! Its so cool u know jus to get a piece of memory u put it back in ur head and surface again. "Leo" is back in my mind when I jus had my instincts active. I used to like tigers till donno when Lions are my kinda thing(maybe cause tat sharp, sparky,spikey manes from some robot lions.....but hey tigers are still my thing....I mean white tigers only,jus like sharp, sparky,spikey manes lions only.....)
Ok enough crap talk of me today.....signing off.....omg 1.50am le.....tml still got a long~ day...T.T

2008-12-07T22:22:00.000+08:00

Man....finally getting the mood to do homework.....haha....lol......Ok so sat nvr update.....but no mood nia....sad case.So sat the chat yea was vry short. Jux to update on us....but kk la.....so there. Then erm went to hav lunch and went home lor(Sat only)
Sunday erm today really chaotic. Jux sleep....but yea start hw le ^^ yay.....last night nvr off my bedroom lights and nvr turn off comp....glad mum nvr scold,and I prayed to God....so yea God really takes care and protects me a lot. Thanks a millon God. ^^ So erm yea nothing much happened today. I'm bored dead and busy dead. 2009 coming soon,and I'm totally toasted....my HW.....and CG'08. Yea so thats all for now....
Hey Christmas is coming soon ^^ so yea inviting all for The Gift Service ^^ Its on the 24th,and so make tat day free and confirm with me if u can come asap XD.

2008-12-06T01:46:00.000+08:00

Man...Mum haven't sleep yet...donno why....
So today I jux go PM and had dinner and came home and do my things...boring right.
Shocking-Only 26 days to 2009! Good Luck with my HW and books.....geez.
I'll start tml. Night. Then at 10pm do QT and comp and sleep again ba....
Playing Lunia currently. Gunz too scary to play at night....
Short post? Yea its quite empty today.
Oh I got a cal to go to a Ministry jux for a chat....I'll tell more abt tat tml. (Does this counts as a port folio? Watever....I'll see to it)
Notice tat all these times I had no pics in my blog? Sadly got nothing much.
Shutting down and hit the beds now....Mum's getting angry.....

~The most powerful tool in my life is time,and my worse enemy~

Yay?

2008-12-04T03:34:00.000+08:00

Yea I see ppl changing so I go with the flow lor....lol.....
But hey,its ok rite?
Went to numbers class in church today...kinda tired....luckily not till 6pm,but 5pm finish le. Yay...cause I not spiritually strong enough to absorb.
Tat aside,scouts briefing this Sat....omg I'm getting jumpy...
I playing Gunz and Lunia now. I'm owning in Gunz ^^,but Lunia needs some time. I wanna get a real cool character. ^^
K short post and erm no more blue le haha....
Hey gimmie a cal if u wanna join me. Mostly at night.
Tml CG and shepherding....gonna be bit tired......
Friday meeting and PM
Sat ......erm nvm.......
Go on you say? Another day. Its 3.38am now.....gonna sleep soon.
Man I'm going emo again......*silence*.....*oh so emo*

~I nd a lifesaver now.....maybe restarting life would be better~

2008-12-03T01:00:00.000+08:00

Boredom -My worst enemy
I mean like,yea....nothing to do these few days so nvr blog...tired....hehe ps la.....
HW not done,books not bought...haiz.....
Monday-Went somewhere and had lunch..quite good the lunch in fact,cause ok ba.....got appetite. Not like last time,even good food are so plain to me....hey I'm getting better. Had my "spirits" told...like using tarot cards but not real tarot cards....sth like tat....then now I'm prepared. Home l8r in afternoon,and bro used comp,so I invite a few friends to play badminton....and yea it was BAD...considering the situation quite out of control....sad case....I retreated home.....
Night did nothing much....
Today-Morning(or put it afternoon le la) devoution.Do QT in morning. Shared bit of here and there..of course not a good job la...I dont think anyone listens as well -_-lll sad case. Oh btw long prayer isn't my kind of thing....so gonna change tat. Guitar lessons after tat. I passed the 1st 2 tests by Syekit. Yay. The 3rd test I think Benny can do it....but I'm a complete idiot at tat. Now wat? Getting the ultimate test prepared-to close my eyes and play according to wat he says. Difficult nia....Beginner(must stress)
Had lunch. My sheepmate Joel and Yi Hao went to the hawker market (they cal it the old market at AMK) and had lunch. Yi Hao and I had porridge(hey its good),and Joel had wanton mee....which is,vry not feeling and it sucks....quite. Joel and I shared a bowl of Ice Kachang....yay.....The rest of the ppl head to Mac and CL had CL meal lor.....at pepper lunch. Nice. And I say when will NEC really bond.....I mean ppl in NEC(as I observed)will like stick with the same ppl again and again....which means explanation unecessary,u guys know urselvrs....dont wanna say.
While heading to Mac to rejoin group(not CLs),Miao Zhen saw me from the back and called out my name -_- gg. Then Christina came from the back and in fact,Miao Zhen turned her head 3 times.....and she did not saw her,but she saw me. Good one. And so I break with my group and go with them lor....they gonna play LAN anyway. So I wnt with them and saw Guo Wei. Same as ever. Miao Zhen and Sock Hui were like "public nuisances"? Sorta.....too stressed le ba.....then a secrity guard was following us.....I mean c'mon do we look suspicious? Jux 2 ppl like tat.....ok I mean its not normal but they are over exaggerating.....-_- u'll understand if u see it....when the CL meal was finished Rui yong and his group of CLs(duh) came out from Pepper Lunch and Benny was like "wanna join us for chocolate?" Too obvious. Got the catch,but I think they wont allow de la....let them hav their joy...I mean,break or without breaking with my pri friends,their going without me -_- like I hav special previledge like tat.
Went to collect class tee.....man my shirt is so LARGE(considering an M sized). Game Over......
Went home,bored...can "die" liao....now wondering wat to train for Nostale(I'm playing to kill time....if u got games suggest to me pls pls pls do. I don't care if u spam me now or wat chatting or games etc throw it at me. I'm game. Use my chatbox for anything pls....
So now Nostale(pls vote using c-box):
-Swordsman: Looks cool on basis. Higher lvl are somhow ugly in sp form. Crusader is my aim. Using crossbow but fighter use sword so consider this. Gold plated in Crusader sp card. Light element.

-Socerer(did I spelled rite?): Hairstyle sucks. Atk are excellent. HIgher lvl looks better or worse depending. Ice Mage is my aim. Cool in looks,stunning in skills. Ice costume in Ice Mage sp card. Water Element.

So vote now.....bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored..........................................................................................................................................................................................

2008-12-01T02:08:00.000+08:00

Tired out...editing l8r...

2008-11-30T00:58:00.000+08:00

Pets...
Yea I'm bored...and since I'm that kind of ppl who likes pet breeding/fighting/summoning etc.(I'm tat type of ppl who likes multi-char control game. Granado Espada u said? Yea its good,but too bad its P2P...)yea and AI char together fighting by my side and I wanna control using keyboard. Talk Summon Nights Twin Age and Granado Espada,except with max great graphics and excellent keyboard control. ^^

Morning-Sky:Fine
Yea woke up had burger for breakfast(u know those from bakery,not mac),and had Milo. watched TV for a while then meet up with Rui Yong and we took off to Nexus. Met with Randy at AMK MRT. Vinay lost his direction....but his sheep came safely. We took to Nexus and yea its like 12.10pm le and PM haven't start...

Afternoon-Sky:Polluted
Service...songs not vry nice. Preaching was excellent. God Talk Series 3-Gift of Forgiveness.
Hard to forgive rite ppl? Cause we're impatient. Reflect. Ok then had lunch...jux a snack cause no appetite. Went to Ministry Fair with Joel and Benny with Daryl. Then head back soon. But then NEC wanna go for Ministry Fair now....-_-lll good job,myself. We headed back,and yea I wanted to go to Deco,I mean I can do it la...too bad time is not on my side. Then got Y-Comm,and since time is flexible,I go for it. ^^ Give it a try. Benny and most ppl went to Multimedia....ok....but Rui Yong is like if u dont join a ministry u'll get sth u dont want. I already had some ideas of wat to do.ern and yea its all design ^^ They play LAN after tat....erm forgot wat tat called le...but graphics are cute and excellent ^^ Jerome got sight sickness on tat...maybe the action makes him go wired up %( yea. But I like all de char except spy....u know change colour of the team to infiltrate into our base...cunning. As usual I'm de careful and speedy type. But I like to slient kill as well ^^

Night-Sky:Dark as expected
Its kind of a bad omen everytime....and at night I talked with Luo Ting on msn,and mostly on Sec 2. Yea Diana is like so arrogant and want things her way...can't believe my bro's the same. I'm tired....QT soon ba.....

2008-11-29T00:06:00.000+08:00

Silent Chorus
What? Can't today be silent?
Ok fine hw still not done yet ==....bet ppl like Ming Xia had finished it a long time ago...
So today used comp in morning...afternoon slept till 4pm....yea u know i hate sleeping,but Mum kept telling me off for using comp too much...then afternoon PM till 6.30pm? Then had dinner and went home...use comp to search for games, msn, GC and etc...wth....no more cool games for action liao...I want 3D keyboard action like Dragonica...but too bad donno why cannot play....then now I donno wat to play liao....

Oh btw for DS gamers try out Summon Night Twin Age cause the AI system really cool...wanna play games like this,except 3D and keyboard controlled...yea everything keyboard. Why u asked? Cause mouse is all mostly AI fighting...all based on stats...not fun...I want sth like 3D GC...cause GC does not based on stats,but on skills as well. Look-a lvl 2 can beat a lvl 20 in PvP.

Yea now gtg soon...btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LUOTING ON 29/11/2008!!! Yay! (Lol -_-lll....my birthday not even tat big of a celebration la...actually like normal day. Haha............)

Back to NATURE!

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2008-11-28T00:40:00.000+08:00

Geez....
Yay I did some editing to my blog...like updating etc. Mouse Rollers up! Cause I put a max of 500 posts in one shot...cause erm...donno? Oh yea check out my previous 20 to 30 blog post...cause I update almost everyday and things are quickly passed if u dont come daily,so I suggest u do tat....Didn't do my hw.....

Morning:
Weather-Fine
Actions-Yea so I settled my things in early morning,then used de comp,and Mum was like messing with my face again? Yea...then not much appetite for breakfast and got really frustrated....really like lost my control....

Afternoon:
Weather-Bit dark
Actions-Yea take bus to CG near Compass,and then we do our things lor....then after that Outreach(OMG I feeling faint)...didn't hav a contact. In the end they play LAN I went home...I bored with Warcraft DoTA....so there. Hong Jie and his sheep when for BBQ after CG(Mind u its class),and all I did at home but one thing: Slack.

Night:
Weather this time(12.48am)-Red...
Actions-At night use comp played game for a while got bored again search games watched some childish shows and then msn-ing all de way...see ppl's blogs as well....lol....Back to Nature

So all in all.....erm good night....

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2008-11-27T00:14:00.000+08:00

Ok....
So yea I cut my hair and did my schedule and start on my hw(but 2 pages =.=")
So now aim is to complete hw...then scouts worry next week....and now trying to break some sins of mine...
You ask what sins? I say I don't really know...maybe when it pops up again I'll try not to do it again...ok fine my impatience and anger...or maybe try and patch things back at home....

Morning:
-Asked Benny if I can don't go for outreach.(Remember? Its at Serangoon and I don't want anyone to catch me doing tat)
-Had breakfast and haircut

Afternoon & Night:
-Do my things lor....its basic stuffs....nothing to talk abt.

Weather:Sunny,Drizzle,Red Dark...
Feels: Morning-Quite alright
Afternoon-bit bored but scared...
Night:-frustrated,scared(freacked out?? Yea...)

I wonder if life will ever be the same again.....maybe....it nvr will.....

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2008-11-25T23:51:00.000+08:00

Tired out...
Tml is outreach...OMG I'm afraid....then Work for Life don't hav to go cause I did not register....

Meanwhile this is what I want to do tml:
-HW
-Haircut
-Schedule

Yea tat's all.

Morning woke up early rdy for morning devotion. Then didn't hav lunch then continued with guitar lessons. I did quite well? Yea I must say I'm quite proud I'm advancing at quite a bit of pace. Then went home,use comp at 4 till now. Play DS(emulator) then msn then now blog. There's nothing much today....except,some things...night's red. Something may be bad tml,or something for the better? I donno....*silence*

Ok going to sleep soon bye and take care. Short post u ask? Nothing much happened today.

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2008-11-25T00:13:00.000+08:00

Planner,Schedule,HELP!
Yea...I really need help in time management: I mean I haven't bought my Sec 2 books,and I seriously donno when I gonna start HW....
Nd to be done soon,before HEROES CAMP!(HEY! Its jux a goal,a GOAL!)

Morning woke up early to meet with de counsellor: this time hav to pass through the security...too bad...but nothing happened...so ok lor....
We talked abt my "flashbacks" in church...actually not really flashbacks,but:
1.The song,the tune...it pulls my emotions down...
2.The preaching,abt how God can bless us in big or small problems.
3.The thing that I fought so hard tat I finally came to church...and thinking abt my life which is vry difficult...

So in conclusion: I sobbed.

Then soon he had to go for a meeting,so I went home lor...to get changed and then to Pionner's Meeting.
So morning was quite fine...(He bought me a cream for my scratch marks and scars...and it cost $4!! OMG....thanks a lot ^^ )

Afternoon: Yea nearly late for Meeting...but in the end came at 2pm. So yay...lol....then dragged on to 1/2h....then worship,after tat its lesson,then RY was like thanking how God blessed some of us...I got it,cause I came for this instead for CCA etc. But its really all thanks to my counsellor. Yea. Then RY was like asking me abt my X3 Watch cancelled. Yea tat time its major virus...but it soon ended...donno when virus will strike again. He asked abt Cheetah Girls I think....cause I looking for songs tat time...and nice one Benny(Or is there someone else?) -_- ,said from Disney. But no the Cheetah Girls are a band by itself. But there is a movie coming up I think?? Maybe they trying to revive tat past. This year's theme is retro,I deduct. Oh but then RY kept saying Panda Girls...and tat makes me suspicious abt my bro(I caught him watching "dirty stuffs" abt girls. One or two times le....)watever. Its de past. Now don't look back and all for the future.

Night: Talk abt Benny's char and personality mostly. I feel like a jinx...but maybe i think too much. Donno. Btw night's sky's red....sth is gonna be totally wrong...but donno wat. And the song Because You Live is like giving me a impact. Cool song.

I chance upon Jerome's blog today again and saw his blog is updated a bit...haha. But I'll show you one post from him:

"sometimes i think about some words like why were they created for.
the word i am looking at today is the word 'impossible'
the bible has already said, : nothing is impossible with god. so why use the word? i mean when u say like' oh... how ah? this thing... aiya. impossible one lahs.. then u rmb that thr is god. Jesus. then u rmb the verse sying: wht is impossible with man is possible with god. then u feel that. yeah, with god i can do it. so why even think of what is impossible? eveything is possible. with god. without god, then i guess u can use the word impossible in everything u do. cause u cant even stand up straight without god. yea. so really i think we MUST have faith in god , in Jesus christ and really put our trust in him no matter the situation."

Yea...but I say: Define impossible.
You can't right?
In fact,everything is possible. Every action is possible. Its the result tat may not be wat we expect or we cannot get that we may think its "impossible". Yea...but in conclusion he's right: Put faith and trust in God and to the max,cause he can change the result to change our fate,our destiny,our life.

K all I wanna say today. Nights and hav a good rest and a good life.

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2008-11-24T00:35:00.000+08:00

Tired. Bored. What else?
Yea...But I'm also quite busy? Talk abt it...still got a lot to do....buy books etc....
Gonna start on a night plan...in fact,if I can,I'll plan for a full day plan: from tml onwards...

Morning was fine:Weather,breakfast...its quite a bit of life...but bit dead cause I use comp...bit too much,till noon. I woke up at 10am...omg.....its quite late. I wanted to pack my stuffs in the morning and cut my hair by today...oh well....

Afternoon: Windy. Then lunch was a bit erm...not nice? Yea...somehow its not quite good....but still ok ba.....Then late afternoon rained....I wanted to go out...to meet Benny:) and they all....at least as an observer cause I'm a bit sick these few days. They playin bball you see. But nvm...it rained,rite? Jinx is me.....

Night:Yea till now. I had dinner,quite delicious,but I've no appetite....if I can skip it I will,seriously. Then came home pack my table:Quite neat,which I'm proud of myself. Got the song Because You Live. Btw Jiani I'll take some time to relink cause I busy sry. Busy of wat you all ask? Lets jux keep it low for now.....Btw continued de conversation with Hong Jie and Jerome again...this time abt Benny:) and my past and how to deal with it.....

Sat you asked? Here:
Morning: Quite good....ate some cakes for breakfast,so its good. Then get ready to go meet up with Rui Yong to go Nexus at 9.30am. I arrived at 9.20am =.=" (Kiasu? No...jux wanna be punctual ^.^ ) Yea. And we dragged it to 10am. Erm I should say he's quite lucky cause I'm a very patient person(although someimes I can be really annoying and impatient....to an extend....)...so we reached Nexus at about 10.40am or so.But nvm. Then rehersal for a skipt for publicity:Minilution for HEROES CAMP! More info will be much l8r on. So there. Yea then saw the rehersal:quite erm mixxed up? Cause I nvr see a runthrought of everything...maybe they did it earlier? Donno. Then they prayed and the doors are opened...

Afternoon: The service I was quite hungry and tired....yea. But I went throught it all la...the preaching was when it hit max...and I nearly dosed off near the preaching...sry...But its vry good. Cause it talks abt problems of life and how God bless and protects us. Then the last part of service I like cried a bit(jux sniffing? Yea not tat exaggerating but I considered it cried cause got tears...)....the last song is One Thing and when they ask the leaders to pray for us who had problems for our lifes...but I didn't go down...I dont dare...but I got a vry big and serious problem in my life.....Then lunch. I bought something which can satisfy my hunger....and almost everyone was like going crazy??? Ok la but ppl in NEC jux interact with each other lor...usually its school fellowship...but hey no leaders...wat u expect? Btw jux interact among ourselves,no harm. I was like singing the chorus of One Thing for till I went home at 4pm. Service ended at 2.30pm or so....but hey its jux to relieve myself ok? But come to think of it I'm quite embarrassing back then....cause I don't have a vry good voice you know....Then went home vry soon cause they going near Zhonghua Sec...and I like hav a bit of phobia.....

Night: Dinner was skipped,thankfully,cause I seriously hav no appetite....then use comp,then had a 3 way discussion between Hong Jie,Jerome and me...abt my past and Benny:).....then went to sleep...

Hey I know its supposed to be Sat then Sun but what's done is done...sry....btw its 1am now so nights...tml hav to wake up early....

Last Note: Sry Benny:) but in reality.....I haven't really told you much....the counsellor is the one whom I told the most in my private life. Not because I don't want,but because he really can get the facts out of me....

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2008-11-22T01:37:00.000+08:00

Hi
Yea. Ok should be a bit of a long post...
Wed I went for scouts till 11pm or sth like tat. Mr Tham called me and we talked abt my personal stuffs. Some may know a bit of here and there,but going into details? Erm sry no. Some of u all know le,and I don't want anyone else to know abt it,so I'll keep it to those ppl only. Those know pls pls pls keep it to urselves.

Thursday and today nvr go for scouts,cause got something else. Same reason:no,not gonna explain into details.

Today morning had breakfast and lunch at 11am and set of for skol. Do wat? Again its a no. Then I went to PM from skol and went to Aunt's house to had a farewell party? for her...she'll be gone for good? or bad? donno le.....

Then I came back at 10.40pm or so,chat with some of u all in msn. Used till now....then donno wat happen my comp is FULL VIRUS.....but then jux stopped for a while....phew....so can write this post. Donno la....jux tat all those "dirty" things jux pop up,advertisements,websites,you name it. (Hey its obvious enough,and C'MON I jux shut down my comp straight away.....too dirty for me)

Now I'm all in Church le...cause got an excuse and I wanna balance my life back. How I did it? Wanna keep quiet bout tat.

Now I donno la....maybe I download a spyware or like norton tat kind of software la...btw if de X3 Watch(for Benny:) and Rui Yong) like send a email like quite a few websites pls understand. Jux a strong virus I'm dealing here......so there.....

Hope u all feeling well....cause I'm worried abt ppl around me this afternoon. Sth tells me its not good and you guys may be in trouble...I mean I got prob,Yo Lee got sick,then Hong Jie,and on Tuesday Benny:) got a slight flu....I'm such a jinx la.....

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2008-11-19T01:48:00.000+08:00

Yea came back from scouts and council....somehow escaped at 1pm....
I went to council at around 4pm ytd,then we played some games and then got "Test of courage" walk. I quitted on the entrance of the 1st station....scary.
Went to sleep at 12am.....before that scouts i thinking of death,again.
Today I also thinkin of death...and think to die tonight. But don't think so la. Btw I left for scouts at 9am,and guess wat? Sir's not here! But nvm.....
I left for guitar after lunch. Its around 2pm when they start the lesson. I'm still very new to this.I told Benny:) all I nd to,and went home to change at around 5am before going back to them for fellowship. I went jogging(I got third ^^ ) 3.3km. WooHoo! Achievement! XD Then had dinner with Giddeon and there are around 8 of us. We had roti prata. Then we ordered and when we paid the bill,Jerome's shepherd needs to like pay another $20 to get paid. I was like OMG,who did not pay or did not pay much? I paid $4,accordingly. But nvm....
Then had desserts,talk till 9.45pm,then we went home. Giddeon saw my scars on my hands,and he said:"Whoever did this is wrong." and he goes on sayin tat is not good and askin who did it. I nvr revealed the true story or who did it,somehow I think its thankful. But I did it,and I'm so in the blame....
His last question was askin of our goals in life. Occupation,duh. I said:"I'll let God lead me." and he said "Pastor" I hav the gift of teaching you know....but I donno la.....
Went home,use comp,played a detective game called Phoenix Wright or something like tat la. I may wanna be a lawyer or someone doin arts,and photograhy is counted. But as I said,let God lead the way.

So long,and now its torture and "HELL" ...... talk soon XD

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2008-11-17T07:22:00.000+08:00

Getting ready to go to skol le.....
Yea meanwhile jux post a short blog post.
Scouts gonna be 1/2 day for me ^^ cause council camp starts at 1pm. Yay!
So I'll post tml about today and tomorrow's entries at one post tml. See you then ^^

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2008-11-16T21:39:00.000+08:00

Tiring....
Yea...today I free so jux slacked my day off...wasted? Somehow.

My homework has to be done soon...cannot waste much time.

Shouldn't hav taken part in NPC....regretted it? Somehow a strong feeling of yes.

Too bad....its too late now...

Books for the new year? Yea had to be bought soon as well.

Woke up at 8+am today...watch Mob Rancher again,and then slacked off by using comp. Jerome and I were like: Wanna go out? In the end we played basketball,after much consideration. But in the end I was not vry pro-active. Then they say wanna play LAN. I was in to it at first,but 5 ppl only? Rather head home. Fellowshipped with Yo Lee and Yi Hao. Before we head to Yo Lee's house Yi Hao saw 2 ppl and Yi Hao thought it was Randy and CK....in the end its wrong ppl...and our routes are the same...at least,almost,for the whole journey.

Went home...gonna sleep at 12am max. Cause tml gonna be a long day. Hoped to be a helper for NPC...cause I'll be wasting my time there....at least its good in a way,bad in another....
Benny:) knows a lot tat I had not accout to him,like ytd cried etc. Cause I wanna relieve myself and thought tat I was so extra to this world....nvm....

Its goodbye to Y-Hope for 2 long weeks....hope wont get "homesick"...though in my heart I know I will....haha hey we're a family and we're bros so of course I'll get this kind of feeling...haha its good,cause it shows our bond is strong ^^

K bye for now....

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2008-11-16T00:39:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 7+am,get rdy for scouts,and left without breakfast.
Went to school,slack off 1st cause they preparing for the open house. Then some Sec 4s came and TRick Sir came. We built our structure for the rest of the day...
Sec 1s go off early except for those in NPC(yea, me....if i had not taken part i may still be on time for 2nd service preaching....sad case,cause its about faith).They went at 3+pm,while we left at 6+pm....
During the whole scouts,I was thinking jux to end my life....haha.....
Yea by then,things will be easier rite?
Maybe.......
I was breaking up:I nearly cried during scouts.
Yea.....maybe too stressed? Too tired? Donno......
Came home,use de comp,watch mob rancher and msn...do all de stuffs and then sleep at 2+am......before tat I really cried....maybe I jux felt lonely? But I feel so extra tat time.........wished I had a best friend......
But i don't think I will ever had one. At least,I wont. Sad case rite? But because I'm so immature...I rather not think about it,and go back to the past....the past when I'm alone.
Its the End Times for me.....
~Don't be affected by me ^^ Hav a good Life~

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2008-11-14T23:10:00.000+08:00

Quite a strange day...

Yea...OK lets start.

Morning woke up at 6.20am. Remember? I want to go to DQPS Graduation Day. I woke up,and my relative also woke up not long ago,and he was like calling my younger bro to wake up.Then he woke up,see da time,and was like OMG,cause he nd to go to skol at 6.40am. My relative drove my bro to skol,nvr had breakfast. He say he gonna eat at school...nvm. I eat a bit of biscuits and go liao.

Met Mi Lian at 7.16am....and like late la,cause 7.15am must meet liao...lol. And guess wat? Mi Lian told us to wear skol uniform,and WE DONT HAVE TO! Geez....

This year's grad day quite boring...not enthu de....I mean the dance is enough. Last year we had a Captain's Ball Competition for post-exam activity after PSLE. This year its dance competition. And the winners like dance not nice la. They dont dare to dance,and quite easy...=.="(ok jux my opinion)

After tat we went to hav Mac for breakfast. There is only Christina,I and Mi Lian. Shee Yin was the only other one who came cause of Mi Lian,and she left soon after. Then went home,use comp till Prayer Meet. Wanted to train on my guitar skills...too bad lor,and I came early jux for tat.

Ending of prayer meet got an incident: the unit below us complained and used a cane as a support. She used the advantage cause we were youths,and she came in....and cause a whole rackus. She don't wanna hear any explanations. She was angry...so angry,tat hatred had blinded her. Then I felt saddness,pain,fear(as in scared)....all the sins....I can feel it. Aura. My heart....everywhere. I think she got hit the feather duster on Giddeon. And she told my shepherd Benny:) to eat shit. Wat is this? But good tat Giddeon kept his cool. They both let the matter go easily.

Giddeon was like telling us to pack us and leave asap. Rui Yong I think was with him to settle de prob. I feared,so much....tat I think I failed God's test...(Oh btw when I went downstairs I saw a grandmother nagging like de auntie. Think its our noise level ba....)
NEC except Rui Yong assebled at the void deck. They fellowship. Then Rui Yong came down and told us to really leave this block asap,and he used the word "scram" to emphasis wat he really want us to to. He and Giddion really dont want to pull the whole unit with them. Such sacrifice...I can nvr do this.

Had dinner...when to Sumo House. Called the 2A Kasudon as always. In fact I had been calling that since from the 1st time I patronise this restaurant. So I like dont even need to see the menu.
The food was nice,but I can't enjoy it. And the only once who had dinner are me, Yi Hao, Syekit, Isaac and Jerome. They 4 were like talking about Maple(their guild at private server,and I nvr play private),and talking among themselves. I nvr joined in much,so after my meal I jux went home.

Use comp,dont wanna let bro play cause he can play as long as he want soon everyday. He holiday le ma.

Talked to Jerome on MSN and sms on Benny:) cause I tell them I may emo...soon. And a strong one as well. But hope I nvr.

I watching Monster Rancher now ^^ Gonna finish it.

Sleeping at 2am max tonight. Till tml then.

2008-11-14T01:02:00.000+08:00

Today's quite good!
Yea. After I left from house at around 12.15pm,I was still wondering if CG is at 1.30pm...so I was like checking with my brothers. And yep,its 1.30pm. I thought I might me late,so I told Yo Lee I might be late....cause a bus left while I was sms-ing....
Then another one came at 12.40pm...and I was heading for Compass Point,so I thought need 1 hour....but in the end I reached at around 1pm....so I was like yay,thank God for tat! Headed for Xue Wen's house,then we moved our CG location to carpark. Benny(: came. I mean he said he not coming today cause his younger bro's birthday...I mean he so caring to even care for his bro's B'day. I nvr did tat. In fact this year I didn't celebrate it,cause I feel so dull,colourless,black and white. Its like the end of the world for my birthday...so I didn't celebrate it. My bro's B'day was when he was coming back from his trip to Medan(forgot which country le sry),and he celebrate it with his princlpal,my former principal. 11 June,if you must know.
Yea then CG. Indoor games come 1st,and we are the 1st game...so I explain the rules:
There are 2 citerias u must clap your hands and not say the number. 1 is if the number is in there,and 2 is a multiple of it.
E.g. No. is 5.
1,2,3,4,*clap*,6,7,8,9,*clap*,......
Yea. Its hard to explain for me...in the end I dont even know wat I am talking about....=.=" But we had a trial run and they got it...so yay!(Btw Benny(: encourage me ytd,Caring One wat ^^ and I was prepared...so there...but how should I know I'l get nervous?)....
Skip to the end of CG. We went to Popular,I bought a stapler and some bullets. Then it too us quite a while to decide wat to do....in the end we go play LAN...
DoTA: 2nd last again in position...I so noob la. Yea and Yo Lee was like targeting me,with Vinay supporting him...and I escape and got pwned so many times....lol. Benny(: lvl up fast...in fact i think its only him who hit lvl 25 first and the only one...pro lor....
Oh and I heard tat Chenyee said " 那个 Dragon 要死了!" during one part of Benny(:'s team assault....and I was like WTH....so everyone was aming at me,like I'm so easy to kill....zzz...after the game I told Yo Lee tat he keep aiming at me,and the best part is,he donno! Walao!
Then we decided to go back home,each our own individual routes....I came home,use comp,eat somethings...and in Grand Chase got Ronan le! XD Sweet!
But Ronan so easy the quest....and I was like wth....Ryan took such a long time to get la! Oh btw did I tell u that RONAN SKILLS ARE SO COOLER THAN RYAN'S AND MORE FLASHY?!?!!? Darn....and it seems like Ronan is like ultimate,cosider a warrior magician....power and strength....and Ryan is only like atk not so good....quite cheapstake...but harder to get....lol. If Ronan does not hav long hair I'll use him la! As long as the hair of his is like Ryan's spikey hairstyle I'll be like yay! U're de BEST! Too bad lor....Ryan cooler XD

Oh and I talked to Benny(: today...and I actually realize I don't really know everyone in the caregroup yet....sad case. But he still rocks! I told him about ytd I slept at 5am,and I put a ^^ ...and he was like "U still can put ^^" ....*I bet he was like "gg" to me...I think....*

Got some cool songs after I asked Sock Hui to search...and she like so fast la! OMG.....

K I playing neopets lol.....not very fun but donno why I kept going back to play...addictive? Maybe...

Got to sleep soon...tml DQPS Graduation Day,and I kept pestering Mi Lian to invite me to go....cause she giving a speech so she can invite up to 5 ppl to see...and I want cause I wanna hav a reunion,and I was the Head Prefect last time,so I must not miss it....ok la...I'll be humble and say:All I want is to see my teachers and youngsters again. ^^

Time Check:1.34am.....
~Have a good Life~

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2008-11-13T10:14:00.000+08:00

Wah! 10.15am le....
Yea...but in any case nvm....I slept at 5am ytd....again. Well this time I donno wat I wanna do at night so jux anyhow surf de internet lor....
Then talk to Hong Jie...
After tat surf de net again...then I saw Hong Jie offline. Ok nvm. Syekit still online when I went to bed. Did he jux leave his comp on? Or does he still use his comp at tat time? I donno.
Oh and Yuxiang logged in at around 4+ like tat. So I was like "OMG! U havent sleep?" lol XD.
Today having caregroup gathering,and I am leading the first event:indoor games no.1! Hope I do a good job...talk more about tat at night.
Tml Graduation Day for DQPS le! XD
Signing off for now. Blog tonight! XD
Oh last thing. Ppl plz update ur blog often ^^ cause very bored since I linked u all and then you all only update once in a blue moon.....=.="

~Hav a nice Life~

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2008-11-13T00:05:00.000+08:00

I donno wat I had been doing these days...especially today.
Btw to Hong Jie: Yup,Benny:) is great! ^^
Morning I woke up at 11am. OMG! So late le! Cause I emo till 2.30am last night....forced myself to. Ok not good don't learn! Lol ^^
Play Audition after breakfast. Then play Myth War 2 and tried some other games la...jux wanna play something new today. But in the end uninstall everything. Its till...ok I haven't stop using the comp since morning...lol. Btw I hav no lunch or dinner. I don't want it. I hav no appetite. (Don't learn as well ^^ )
I wanted to watch Casshern Sins. Too bad Mum is watching her show. So there. I talked to Benny:) at night. Some general stuffs. Btw yea the song Suddenly by Ina is correct ^^ But he hav not much reaction lei...strange. Or maybe its jux me.
Then went to Youtube again. Listen to songs "Suddenly" ,"Its not me its you!","U.G.L.Y","Graduation"....yea that's about all.
Then play Audi...I think comp got prob le....a serious one as well...hope not to overpower it...
Benny:) multi-sms while I was playin Audi. The first time I ignore. The 2nd time(ok I donno who sent the 2 sms-es till halfway a match in audi then check. Saw his name on both the sms
....)I continued for a while then check. I replyed him back straight away,heck care about the match liao. I thought if I sms him after the match he wouldn't mind. The 2nd time I decided not to le.
Then replay songs from Youtube.....using msn at the same time lor,since I don't wanna play liao and no more shows to watch...
And now? My head is in a whirl. I feel so slacked yet tired now...
Mum told me to sleep liao...starting to get frustrated le...but no la...not going to sleep soon...
Anticipating for this Fri DQ graduation day! XD Now I waiting for tml....blog tml abt it.
~Hav a good Life~

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2008-11-11T23:02:00.000+08:00

Quite a tiring but fun day.
Yea. In the morning got Quiet Time(Do I hav to say Morning Quiet Time...nvm I jux said it =.="). Then I didn't share,though I was prepared. I don't hav much confidence,so there. We had worship before that,and I was like so blur la...lol...not.
Then till afternoon we had QT...cause we started late. Then afternoon hav lunch at Mac. Not much appetite(happens a lot of times these days...). Benny:) realise it fast....which I didn't expect tat...but shepherd of mine,I can hide almost nothing from him. I'm so proud to say I sleep at 1am last night,not like the night before: 5am. Cause I emo-ing. He slept at 3am last night,cause he can't really sleep when he was at bed at 1am. And he listening to Fall-Ina. Lol XD haha.(Btw now I also keep repeating the song XD). Ina's voice is very good,but so far Benny and I know 2 songs from her. I think got another one called "Suddenly" . I'll check tat l8r. None of us had really seen her face as well...donno why she don't want...or maybe we still hav not search enough yet.
Then guitar lesson! ^.^ I'm so into it. I learnt the worship strum le....so now I trying to practice,if I get my hands on a guitar again.Yea. I think its C E- ? D le for the cords. Totally forgotten. But I remember the fingers positions to do these =)
Then after the guitar lesson they choosing between playing LAN or sports. I'm neutral. But they don't wanna do the same thing as a group,and so I play soccer lor...(tat was the only choice for sports btw). Went home after that,cause I feel bored playing LAN(DoTA) le...at home kept playing and ppl kept pwn-ing me. I used Garena.Benny didn't went as well. I think cause Hong Jie didn't go lol....but donno la. Maybe he tired. So I don't wanna judge others.
Night I went out to the night market(yes,its here ^^) with Mi Lian and Christina,cause I bored. My bro I think quite happy,cause he can play quite long,and so I let Mum control him liao lor...otherwise he has no control. Jerome came to find me on MSN...but ps la...went out le...(Btw I got permission and I account to Benny:) le. So there.)They still the same. Lol. Ok so Mi Lian is still quite...childish. We talked about some stuffs lor...quite common and general so nvr go and remember...but I want her to invite me to go to this Friday's Graduation Day lei....she can only invite 5,and now she's short of ppl to contact...so I hope she invite me la.
Went home,use comp. Play audi lor....then now I using msn....QT? Soon,I think.

Time Check: 11.36pm

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2008-11-10T23:03:00.000+08:00

See la Gretel!
I mixed up hazel with Gretel le la! Lol psps.....*All embarrassed*
And that is the reason why I always put my link to my blog with my name:its easier to locate me....
Lol jux now(around 8+pm I think)Benny:) reminded me to sleep latest at 1am with no bargaining...I hope I sleep at that time....and not emo-ing....
Gonna do QT soon...
I played audition till jux now...and now I'm listening to Fall-Ina again....hope I don't emo....
Ok now there is nothing much...final word:HELP ME!!
I want de dragons XD

If you can help plz thanks XD

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2008-11-10T20:04:00.000+08:00

Got a headache these days...but its so common...that I don't care liao.The reason? Too bored or kept being confined indoors too much. So there. Then this morning talked to Jerome again. He kept telling me to tell Benny everything I told him...but I don't wanna and don't dare. Yea u asked why,and my reply is: I may be bothering him or he may be too busy.
Then went to the house used for prayer meet. We used it for pioneers meet lor(btw Jerome opened a chance to account or inform about my life to Benny:),but I quickly ended it)...then we worship and after that got 2nd lesson about caregroup. Then settle some business in church,then went home. It rained almost the whole day....so quite bad....
Ok fine I stayed up till 5am last night cause I emo...donno for wat. My mind was blank,I'm confused...the world seemed to come to an end...I keep repeating the song Fall by Ina. In the end I account and inform him. Via sms first(ok now I regretted it not telling my life to him,cause I kept telling Jerome only....then he told me to not do it again by not telling him)...then he online....so we jux chat lor....Benny:) seemed to like Fall by Ina as well(hey I liked it too.U'll know wat I mean if u listen to it)...and he(ok I hav this habit as well),when everytime receives a new song which he likes,repeats it over and over again. Lol shepherd and sheep alike! XD
Then I account everything to him...and then Hong Jie add me to his contact. Another NEC lol....now I donno wat to do....my left arm seem to hurt...my head's splitting...and I donno wat to do....

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2008-11-10T10:24:00.000+08:00

Update!

http://dragcave.net/user/jianann

2008-11-10T09:19:00.000+08:00

Time Check:9:19am
Jux woke up....thought it was around 7+ in the morning.....but man....wasted 2 hours....but I slept at around 5:05am in the morning....so its still like equal? Something like that.
It rained so hard in the morning....I could hardly see the forest....misty and foggy....
Kk I'll blog l8r at night then...its morning,and there out no issues on yet.....btw jux save my dragons plz.....(now when do I get so into this o.O??)

~This is the day the Lord has made. Let us rejoice in it and be glad~Psalm 118:24

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2008-11-10T05:00:00.002+08:00

Time Check: 5am
Haven't sleep...think gonna sleep soon. Oh jux realize Mum will wake up soon and bro is gonna wake up in 1 and a half hours time cause he still got normal skol tml...gotta sleep now...

2008-11-10T05:00:00.001+08:00

*Listening to Unwritten and Fall*

2008-11-10T05:00:00.000+08:00

*Ok still not tired*

2008-11-10T04:31:00.000+08:00

Time Check:4:31am
Gonna sleep soon I think....meanwhile support my dragons plz thanks lol!

2008-11-10T03:24:00.000+08:00

Hihi decided to join in the fun....
So plz invite ppl to click as many times possibles plz and send this link for others as well! XD

http://dragcave.net/user/jianann

2008-11-10T01:37:00.000+08:00

I stayed up late....donno wat to do. Check the time if you want.

No one in the contact list except for my god-brother. He having holidays now....sec skol....so nvm.

I keep repeatingly listening to Fall by Ina....and I think my life's falling apart. Sounds silly right? Sad love song...go ahead and listen to it....no one's gonna stop you.But mind u I'm not in love....I put friendship inside it...exchanging something important,as they say. I exchange the meaning of love to friendship. U get it ok. If you don't nvm...

I jux sit at my seat,in front of my computer...doing nothing. Jux keep repeating the song again and again....emo-ing? Maybe....

My "WEAPONS" project is like shut down....after I realised that I'll be busy from school and church. And I don't think God likes the idea as well...might as well drop it.

Then now I got 2 personal assigments:School homework and Unit blog.
School homework is fine by me. Its quite simple actually. The problem is in the unit blog. I don't really know the codes,and I know it'll take a long time to make one...since my demand is quite high. I need navigation and know how to put my art piece inside....you see.

The sky...its a bit red....something's not right....

Probematic? Ur right. I'm. So now I'm bothered...to be afraid of bothering ppl....maybe Jerome will understand more....I talked to him about the same topic for the few days now....he may had gotten I fair bit of idea already...Its hard to explain if you must know...putting the whole chat info here? Don't want to. Privacy. And I haven gotten Jerome's permission as well...It takes 2 to clap u know.

I trying to find 3 songs now:"When I think about the Lord" ,"I Stand" ,and last one u guessed it,"Fall" .

So if you have it,can send it to me?

Yea so there....and now talking to my god-brother...and he like worried about me(cause I still awake at 2am,and he thought I had skol tml). Thinking back...he and I don't really mix well....and my elder god-sister had even slap me once or twice to stop us...he had it too....
But now,we really like stand for each other..though we hardly talk. He jux told me to sleep,and he told me to really sleep...but I'm not prepared to sleep....at least,not yet...I'm still worried...about something. Something which I may know...or it may be jux an illusion...nope I did not tell him,jux to say I was thinking of somthing. Complicated? If so then really sry...my English is horrendous.

My mind is confused,my brain hurts and is splitting apart(I'm having headaches these days),and my heart feels heavy,emotionally and physically.

Time check:2:04am
I jux on Grand Chase...but no mood to play...maybe I'll off it soon. I want to really be in a forum team...to talk about everything and anything. I dont think I wanna head back to MoonSecrets le....some other time ba....cause the chinese words freaked me out....

Time Check:2:37am
Signed up for some forums and started posting...I'll tired...but still thinking of wat to do. For wat? I donno as well....my mind is seriously confused...btw click this guy as many times as u can XD

Ok...I'll end here for now...I not going to sleep now...maybe nvr for tonight..or maybe l8r...

2008-11-10T01:05:00.000+08:00

I think this is good,so I copy from Jerome(Thanks!):
There once was a man named George Thomas, pastor in a small New England town. One Easter Sunday morning he came to the Church carrying a rusty, bent, old bird cage, and set it by the pulpit. Eyebrows were raised and, as if in response, Pastor Thomas began to speak...'I was walking through town yesterday when I saw a young boy coming toward me swinging this bird cage. On the bottom of the cage were three little wild birds, shivering with cold and fright. I stopped the lad and asked, 'What you got there, son?' 'Just some old birds,' came the reply.

'What are you gonna do with them?' I asked.

'Take 'em home and have fun with 'em,' he answered 'I'm gonna tease 'em and pull out their feathers to make 'em fight. I'm gonna have a real good time' 'But you'll get tired of those birds sooner or later. What will you do?'

'Oh, I got some cats,' said the little boy. 'They like birds. I'll take 'em to them.'

The pastor was silent for a moment. 'How much do you want for those birds, son?'

'Huh?? !!! Why, you don't want them birds, mister. They're just plain old field birds. They don't sing. They ain't even pretty!'

'How much?' the pastor asked again.

The boy sized up the pastor as if he were crazy and said, '$10?'

The pastor reached in his pocket and took out a ten dollar bill. He placed it in the boy's hand. In a flash, the boy was gone.

The pastor picked up the cage and gently carried it to the end of the alley where there was a tree and a grassy spot Setting the cage down, he opened the door, and by softly tapping the bars persuaded the birds out, setting them free.

Well, that explained the empty bird cage on the pulpit, and then the pastor began to tell this story.

One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan had just come from the Garden of Eden, and he was gloating and boasting. 'Yes, sir, I just caught the world full of people down there. Set me a trap, used bait I knew they couldn't resist. Got 'em all!'

'What are you going to do with them?' Jesus asked.

Satan replied, 'Oh, I'm gonna have fun! I'm gonna teach them how to marry and divorce each other, how to hate and abuse each other, how to drink and smoke and curse. I'm gonna teach them how to invent guns and bombs and kill each other. I'm really gonna have fun!'

'And what will you do when you get done with them?' Jesus asked. 'Oh, I'll kill 'em,' Satan glared proudly. 'How much do you want for them?' Jesus asked

'Oh, you don't want those people. They ain't good. Why, you'll take them and they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you, curse you and kill you. You don't want those people!!'

'How much?' He asked again.

Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, 'All your blood, tears and your life.'

Jesus said, 'DONE!'

Then He paid the price.

The pastor picked up the cage he opened the door and he walked from the pulpit.

Notes(From Jerome): Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell?

Isn't it funny how someone can say 'I believe in God' but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also 'believes' in God)?

Isn't it funny how you can send a thousand jokes through e-mail and they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing?

Isn't it funny how when you go to forward this message, you will not send it to many on your address list because you're not sure what they believe, or what they will think of you for sending it to them?

Isn't it funny how I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me?

To me:Ok for all I know Jerome is good at this....I could not had said this better....but sad right? We do sins,sins that God hate. Sins that we hate.But why did we never change? Personality? Or the people around us? I donno.

But I think,when there is light,there is shadow. So when there is good,there is evil. God loves us,you see....and that is why even if his life(physical body) is at stake to save us,he gave it, to the Evil One,by the name of Satan.

"Why, you'll take them and they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you, curse you and kill you. You don't want those people!!" Yes,that is what Satan said...and I believe some of us in this world do this kind of thing. But God believes that it is not the sinner's fault,but the sin itself. I mean,who would want such kind of person? I tell you who. God,the Merciful One.

"Isn't it funny how someone can say 'I believe in God' but still follow Satan?"(Jerome) True...I am that kind of person.....but I'm gonna change that fact.

So....accept others for who they are,though sometimes "I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me"(Jerome)...but I'll do my best to change. No one is perfect anyway...but we can try to be perfect by being satisfactory.

Judgmental am I, I will erase it,and God is with me,to help me through it all.
In Jesus name I pray,AMEN.

~This is the day the LORD has made. Let us rejoice in it and be glad~Psalm 118:24

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2008-11-09T10:40:00.000+08:00

~These few days~
Ok lets start from Wed since I forgot about the rest of the days wat I do le.....

Wednesday(caregroup gathering): Morning slacked off.....so much free time since I woke up early(My time is from 7am to 11am wake up)....then I rushed to reach the playground outside Serangoon Macdonals....around 12.10pm or so la....but Isaac was not there.....so I was like spamming his sms.....and then he said he having lunch.....so have to wait....then he said he had to bathe.....so I was like:"U win le lor.....I nvr had lunch and I'm so hungry..."
Btw the meeting for roles starts at 2pm at Pungool CC.....and we are at Serangoon.....so I was like:"HURRY!" .......then we finish buying at around 1.30pm(He reached at around 1.10pm....=.=" Nvm.....).....then at the last resort we went to MRT....and take to Hougang.....but then luckliy(Or I put it this way:God † blessed me)Benny sent us a message that it will be at Xue Wen's house,so I was like:" Lets get off now and return to Serangoon!"(Btw the time change to 2.30pm for meeting,and 3pm for start of caregroup)....but fortunately he knows the way and we go to Seng Kang....lol.....to reach Compass Point and then to his house....but then I was quite hungry,so he went to 7eleven with me to buy some noodles for lunch.....then a lot of ppl come soon after....so actually our timing is quite normal....no "early" as what he said.....then meeting. All we talked about are the arrangement of roles....ok lor.....then Isaac was supposed to lead grace and I to start....so I was like OMG!!!! .......ok fine then we move to the nearest carpark(almost abandoned)....and we start lor.....fine. Then my role comes and Isaac has to be my backup.....a lot...I blew it.....(he said a few times "Shut up" to me for the whole CG....maybe I was jux annoying him....by not doing a good job....irritating.....maybe rushing him to buy the stuffs......*maybe I was bossy*.....I donno la.....but I know I did something wrong to annoy him....sry.......then end of CG and we played basketball.....then went home with Jerome's shepherd....till I went home. Didn't hav dinner cause no appetite....then use comp.....then go to sleep.....

Thursday:Stayed at home for the whole day early at 7am and sleep at around 11pm like tat ba.....maybe l8r.....I was like so bored that my head hurts....I feel like splitting apart. I wanted to invite Benny:) out....but I don't think it works out well.....he tired and busy....so I was like:"Fine nvm." Then at night talked to him a little.....then went to sleep......

Friday: Scout.....I so bored about it la....I morning rush to do my hike report,and then talked to Jerome for a while.....the went to scouts.....in the end cannot go for PM....then went home and use comp and sleep.....

Saturday: I went to service. Its quite good,since some of the songs and hymes are still in my head(got a big impact,eh). Then went to hav lunch,then go for a lesson......then at night go home.....bored again....then when Jerome was signed in on msn I didn't talk to him.....since I was bothering him for the whole afternoon that I am bored....so nvr talked to him....but he said hi to me and we strike a conversation......but Benny or anyone else would not like it....so if they wanna know find me lor...and I can send u the whole thing.....he taught me a thing or 2,but I'm trying to apply....and he told me to cal Benny:) ,but I denied it.....thought I so wanna sms him to tell him everything....then went to sleep at 12am....*so early*

Sunday:Wake up at 10.07am!!! OMG so late la.....then use comp....btw the quiz yesterday is jux for the fun of it(taken from Jing Yi). So its not really accurate but take a look for fun if you want.....and in the morning I was like reading other ppl's blogs...I like Hong Jie's song in his blog....and I saw Benny:) tagged...so nvm......and I think he still donno my blog la....so ok lor......but he tagged at 4.24am!!!

Nvm.......my mind is tired and my heart feels heavy..........heck care about much le.......kk I may blog l8r again.....

2008-11-08T20:40:00.001+08:00

2008-11-08T20:40:00.000+08:00

Ok fine so I did a lot of quizzes today.....

You Are 48% Evil

You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side.

Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination.

How Evil Are You?

I don't nd to be evil,Thank You.

Your Inner Blood Type is Type B

You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day.

Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable.

And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success.

You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible.

You are most compatible with: B and AB

Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and

What's Your Inner Blood Type?

Blood Type's A, sry...and btw I don't think all of them are right...since I don't believe I can do great things cause I'm a coward.

You Are 64% Good

You are a good person. You do the best you can to be ethical, fair, and moral.

And as you know, being a good person means making hard decisions... and following them through.

If you're confronted with an ethical dilemma, you will usually do the right thing.

Of course you do slip up. No one's perfect. But you do your best to correct your missteps.

You are also probably: incredibly honest, especially with yourself

Right now you are on track to being: A respected leader

To be a better person: Be kind to someone who is not very kind to you

How Good Are You?

Yea the last sentence I think I'll change from there.

You Are Somewhat Virtuous

You are occasionally a good person, but you often stop short at doing the right thing.

It's just a lot easier (and more fun) to be bad! You do have a reputation to uphold.

Deep down, you're a fairly good person. But no one's perfect.

You're just a lot less perfect than most people!

Where You Are Virtuous

You have the virtue of Tranquillity. You do your best to keep your life peaceful and calm.

You have the virtue of Temperance. You don't eat or drink excessively.

You have the virtue of Humility. You don't boast or brag.

Where You Are Not Virtuous

You lack the virtue of Silence. You talk too much, and your words aren't as valuable as they could be.

You lack the virtue of Resolution. You often don't follow through with things you know you must do.

You lack the virtue of Industry. You have trouble doing what's important, and you tend to waste time.

Are You Virtuous?

Ok this is almost totally true about me....

You Are 88% Pure

You're so pure ... you make a nun look like a whore!

There's a lot of life's dark side left for you to experience... if you want to.

The 100 Question Purity Test

No way!(For last sentence)

You Are 84% Pure

You're so innocent, it's almost like you're not human.

You're the type of person people feel bad cursing around.

And while you may be inexperienced, you're not easy to corrupt.

Taking this test is probably the naughtiest thing you've done in a while!

How Pure Are You?

Not really la...sometimes I can be really SUPER EVIL.....woah better account Benny:) to this...

Your Life is 88% Off Track

Okay, so you probably are living the wrong life. But the good news is, you know it.

You ultimately control how good or bad your life is - and it's time to get to work.

Get therapy, dump your significant other, or move across the country. It's time to shake things up.

Are You Living The Wrong Life?

Yea.....my life's corrupted.....

You Are Great With Money

You know the value of a dollar - and you save and spend wisely.

By living below your means, you've set yourself up for a rich future.

And while it may hurt to sacrifice now, you'll probably have plenty of money later on.

You're on your way to riches - just keep it up.

Are You Good With Money?

Maybe....but sometimes I really waste it la....

You Are a Pretty Good Liar

Your lies are somewhat believable, but sometimes you get caught.

Work on keeping your body language and emotions calm. And you'll be a better liar in no time!

Are You a Good Liar?

I don't WANT TO BE A LIAR!!! I am so bad....lol

You Are 4% Girly

Um... you're a guy, right? If not, you're the most boyish girl in the world.

And for you, that's probably the ultimate compliment.

How Girly Are You?

Yea I am a male.....lol btw the only thing I had mark for is I am afraid of the dark,ghosts movies and real lives etc.

Your Hidden Talent

You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations.

You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts.

Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition.

The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

Maybe....

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are quite expressive and thoughtful. You see the world in a way that others are blind to.

You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds.

You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself.

Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now.

For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

Maybe as well....

You Should Live in a Small Town

You prefer a close knit community to the bustle of the city.

You like locally owned businesses, local flavor, and friendly neighbors.

There's nothing boring about a small town!

Where Should You Live?

A small town means more attention!!! Yay...ok maybe its bad to demand attention....if you knoe my past u'll understand.....ask if you nd to....

You Belong in Generation Y

You fit in best with people born between 1982 and 2001.

You are cooperative, flexible, and adaptable.

You know the world changes quickly, and you're eager to change with it.

You are socially responsible, forward thinking, and open minded.

What Generation Do You Belong In?

I am not really socialble....

Your IQ Is 75

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average

Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average

Your Mathematical Intelligence is Average

Your General Knowledge is Below Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

Ok I think can ba......

You Are a Little Negative...

You can be negative from time to time, but you rarely go overboard.

You have a realistic view of the world, and most people appreciate your honest insights.

Like everyone else, you have your darker moods.

But when you're feeling super negative, you keep your feelings to yourself.

Are You Too Negative?

Not true.....

Your EQ is 93

You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.

You're a bit moody, and sometimes you have trouble coping with every day life.

But you're by no means depressed, and your good days definitely out number your bad days.

There's nothing really wrong with your life, but you may not be living up to your actual potential.

Negative emotions can be a real drain of your energy, so make sure you have them under control.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

Maybe.....

You Are 0% Goth

Goth? No. Definitely not. You hardly even wear black clothing.

And to be honest, dark, brooding goth types freak you out a little.

To the extent that you have any goth interests, it's only because some goth stuff has become mainstream.

There's no chance anyone's going to find you in a graveyard after dark, that's for sure!

Are You Goth?

Yup...I hate dark and scary things.....

You Are a Chihauhua

You are very smart and very earnest. You take yourself quite seriously.

In fact, people are often amused by how seriously you take yourself.

Deep down, you are a very fragile person. Your friends and family know how breakable you are.

Because you are so fragile, you tend to be quite neurotic. You are suspicious of almost everyone and everything.

What Breed of Dog Are You?

Ok this is almost 100% true.....trust me.

You Were the Brainy Kid

In high school, you were acing AP classes or hanging out in the computer lab.

You may have been a bit of a geek back then, but now you're a total success!

Who Were You In High School?

NOPE....not all true la.....at least 50% or more not true.....

You're a LiveJournal Hater!

LiveJournal? I think not. You stay far away from those drama queens.

To you, LiveJournal is like heroin for social misfits.

But you still watch on occasion, don't you? Hypocrite!

Are You Addicted to LiveJournal?

I don't knoe about LiveJournal. Blogger is all I nd! XD

Your Birthdate: March 27

You are a spiritual soul - a person who tries to find meaning in everything.

You spend a good amount of time meditating, trying to figure out life.

Helping others is also important to you. You enjoy social activities with that goal.

You are very generous and giving. Yet you expect very little in return.

Your strength: Getting along with anyone and everyone

Your weakness: Needing a good amount of downtime to recharge

Your power color: Cobalt blue

Your power symbol: Dove

Your power month: September

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Not all true.....50% or less is not like me.

You Were a Fox

A good observer, you often watch others while remaining unseen.

Cunning and courageous, you also have a gentle side.

What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

Ok maybe I'm a bit cunning.....*Hey no offence ok ppl its for a bit of fun....sry Benny:) and Rui Yong*

The Keys to Your Life

Anything good in your life comes from boldly confronting the darkness.

Illusions are dangerous, and you benefit from seeing the world as it truly is.

Anything bad in your life comes from fooling yourself or clinging to illusions.

Be strong enough to see the world clearly. Learn from your mistakes.

The Keys To Your Life

Ok try to......but wait.....ok nvm....*Ignore*

You're Pretty Stupid

You got 4/10 questions right!

It's probably time to get your head examined. You hardly know left from right.

Are You Stupid?

I suck at this....u try lor!

Your 1920's Name is:

Gaston Manley

What's Your 1920's Name?

This is for Wong Jian Hao.....wait....its generated! ITS A FAKE!!!(maybe some of the others are as well....)

You Are an Okay Student

You know how to get by school, but your heart isn't always in it.

Motivation is a problem for you. Maybe you need to study something more exciting!

Are You a Good Student?

Ok this is not generated....btw its almost 100% true....

Well, You Know What a Blog Is...

You got 3/8 correct!

But, truthfully, most blogs probably bore you.

How Much Do You Know About Blogging?

Not true....some are intersting XD

Your Blog Should Be Orange

Your writing has a star quality - it's charming, bold, and flamboyant.

You write what's on your mind, without fear of embarrassment later.

You are one of the most honest bloggers around, and people appreciate your daring persona.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

Yea,cause those who mind dont matter and those who matter dont mind.

You Are Fairly Normal

You scored 55% normal on this quiz

Like most people you are normal in some ways...

But you aren't a completely normal person. You're a little weird too!

Why You Are Normal:

You prefer the sun to the moon

You think fishnet stockings are trashy

You prefer a good meal to a good nap

You rather be screwed over than screw someone else over

You would eat meat from a cloned animal

Why You Aren't Normal:

You don't keep up with your horoscope

If you had to, you rather live without laughter and still have music

You are no longer with your first love

You don't think glasses make anyone more attractive

You know a little about many subjects

What's Normal About You... And What's Not?

Mind you I don't have a love.

Your Values Profile

Loyalty:

You don't really value loyalty.

In your opinion, friendship should be earned.

If you don't agree with someone, it doesn't matter how close you are.

You'll let them (and everyone else know) exactly what you think.

Honesty:

You value honesty a fair amount.

You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it.

If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it.

In the end, you mostly care about “situational integrity.”

Generosity:

You don't really value generosity.

Your needs always come first, no matter what.

And you'll possibly help someone else out...

But only if it helps you in return.

Humility:

You value humility a fair amount.

You tend to be an easy going, humble person.

But occasionally your ego takes over.

You have a slight competitive streak - and the need to be the best.

Tolerance:

You value tolerance a fair amount.

You are open to new cultures, beliefs, and ideas.

You have very few prejudices that you're aware of.

And while you are tolerant, you do stand true to what you believe.

The Five Factor Values Test

Wa I very tired liao....this one hardly any comments lor...lol

Your Social Anxiety Level: 72%

You have high social anxiety.

You have a pretty serious social phobia, and it effects your life more than you may realize.

It's possible that you've made yourself comfortable by avoiding situations you dread.

But don't be fooled - you still probably need professional help.

Are You Socially Anxious?

Highly true....about 80% or more...

Your Body's Element is Air

You are competitive, assertive, and dominant.

You live to win, and it really makes you angry if you lose.

You are brilliant and competent. No matter what you're doing, you now your stuff.

People tend to be intimidated by your intelligence. It's hard to measure up to you.

Your energy tends to be: ebbing and flowing

Your power color is: white

What Element is Your Body?

Ok....*no comments*

Yay all I want to do de all done ^.^ This is from Jing Yi's blog,so I jux do it lor....some are actually generated so heck care....others are done on quizzes,and some I redo accidentally if you must know. Btw plz dont get offended its for fun kk?

2008-11-08T20:29:00.000+08:00

RULES
#1. 10 facts about yourself.
#2. then tag 10 other people.

1. I'm emotional.
2. My mood usually change according to the sky, otherwise to whoever ppl I'm with....so quite a bit of confusing personality.
3.I like designing anything.
4.I hate my computer and one a laptop for myself.
5.I want an MP3/4...cause....
6.I love music XD
7.I'm not socialble
8.I hate ppl nagging at me
9.I am a christian (and I AM PROUD OF IT XD )
10. I'm tired...I don't take hardship...and I'm easily bored....and easily tired.....so there.....

10 ppl to tag:
1.Benny:)
2.Hong Jie
3.Jerome
4.Valerie
5.Wei Qi
6.Yeenah
7.Luo Ting
8.Desmond
9.Benjamin Neo
10.Jia Ni

Haiz......Sock Hui this kind of quiz very open lei...not fun de.....XD but thanks for tagging me! XD Btw dont tell me to do the same thing often...I'm bored easily....and that is why I hate CCA(unless things like Arts,cause got a very wide range of things to do).....lol kk thx ^.^ Btw I only choose this 10 cause(for other ppl) I know somehow they will tag you someday so there! XD Wait ba ^.^ I'll blog l8r ^.^

2008-11-08T09:50:00.000+08:00

Yay!
I feel so good today! No scouts and going to service later! XD So cool!
Btw I link some of you all le ^.^ If u wanna get linked jux tell me in the tag box! I'll be checking once in a while.
Also,I'll be doing a unit blog(Rui Yong had given me the details),so now I nd help from all. Plz if you know how to make a blogskin plz plz help cause I know almost everything except hyperlink(Check Hong Jie's blog and Valerie's blog for example) If you do know how to do this, plz teach me! ^.^ Because I'm gonna make a blogskin myself(I want designs drawn by me XD,cause hand-drawned is the best! You do it your way XD )
So there ^.^

OK quiz debrief:
Actually,the first question already stumped me. I donno what is this question asking for(the "tagged" can be from shout box,or ppl asking you to do the quiz,or linked....lol if its the first then its almost all of u! ^.^ ,if its second then I think its Valerie ba XD. If its the third then its Sock Hui and Miao Zhen lor.....I donno who else linked me le....)*Now I know-edited at 8.17pm today. Its 2nd XD*
Then the rest okok la...some donno,cause I nvr bother to ask that much.....lol.....but the part that says put 10 ppl.....I donno who to put in lei....so PS if your name is not in there.....cause I want everyone to know! ^.^ ,so don't worry if your name is not in there.
Then the questions about if you guys can mix together...some can la....but some cannot(all according to how I see you all lor lol XD)

So your HW(XD jkjk...but plz help la....)
-Teach me how to do hyperlink
-Tag and link my blog &
-Read my blog!

~May God † bless you~
~This is the day the LORD has made. Let us rejoice in it and be glad~Psalm 118:24

†

2008-11-07T22:52:00.000+08:00

Something's coming up this holiday.....
Wanna find out? Check my blog often! XD

2008-11-07T21:16:00.000+08:00

I'M GOING FOR SERVICE TML XD !!!! *JUMPING MAD*

2008-11-07T20:25:00.000+08:00

Jux saw Sock Hui and Miao Zhen's blog so I saw their grades...and I was like OMG....
Check out mine:
English-B4
Chinese-B4
Maths-A2
Science-C5
Geography-A2
History-A1 (The only one lei T.T)
Literature-A2
D&T-B3
Home Economics-A2
PE-C(the lowest I had ever gotten for PE in my whole life!)
Project Work-B4
Visual Arts-B4(I'm always good at Art....donno wat happened...)
Aesthetics Education-A
Character Grade-A(I think my character is not very good.....maybe a B or a C ba....)

Class Position:7/40 (I rule,yea!)
Total percentage:B3(69.7% lei!!! SO CLOSE TO AN A.....heck care its an A2)

PS tired....so maybe today don't do debrief for the quiz le...

2008-11-07T08:09:00.000+08:00

The person who tagged me is?
O.O" Good question. I don't hav an ans to tat XD .....fine jux found out its Valerie....LOL

Your relationship with her/he?
Friends XD

Your 5 impressions of her/he?
Nice one....lets see now...caring,kind,energetic,outgoing and hardworking? Lol XD

The most memorable thing he / she had done to you ?
Lets see now....donno lei....oh yea when she pushed me the job as a head prefect....and Mrs Yap and one of the DM was also like:GO FOR IT! YOU CAN DO IT ^.^

The most memorable thing he / she had said to you ?
6s is always with you! XD

If she/he becomes your lover, you will?
I'm not suppose to have one in the first place =.=" ...ok at least not for now,I think....but don't think so ba....ok la....IF yes then GG lor....jux create a stronger bonding! XD

If she/he becomes your lover, things she/he has to improve on?
A lot man.....but then,everyone has flaws,rite? So I say:Be yourself ^^

If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
† Love your enemies,remember? Anyway I'll try and sort things out. . .

What is it you want to tell her/him now?
Thanks for all these years....and this year end for encouraging me! XD

Your overall impression of her/him now?
Supportive when ppl are in trouble and outgoing and sociable! XD

How do you think people around you will feel about you?
I donno,since I am irritating sometimes and seems to be so quiet at other times.....so I think some hate me while some likes my nature(and presence as well),though I donno who(which I really want to since ppl hate me I shouldn't bother them....).....but that is how I think...yea...

The characters you love about yourself are ?
I actually am really split personality(bit more than avg in fact).... Don't believe me? Then you still don't really know me well... but I know that this ans is confirm:I LOVE my enthusiasm!(Is it spelled as this way? Nvm...)But it always lasts only a while when I do a new thing,so maybe I'll change that,because I am going to be ENTHUSIASTIC ABOUT GOD FOR ETERNITY!!! ^^

On the contrary , the characters you hate about yourself is ?
Not daring and not confident,and also irritating and stubborn,and talk too much,being a nuisance,and very EXTRA....that's all I can think for now....

The most ideal person you want to be is?
Someone who can read ppl's mind.....seriously I really want to know how people feels about me....but ok fine I want perfection and be kind,but hope I'm not demanding.....(Ideal person? None! XP)

For people that care and likes you, say something to them.
U rock man! Hope our relationships last forever for eternity! ^^ I am not complete without u all ^^,cause if u know my past u'll understand.... ^^

Pass this quiz to 10 people you wish to know how they feel about you.
With blog or without? Oh nvm,jux put whoever I wished to....
1.Benny:)
2.Rui Yong
3.Jerome
4.Kai Li
5.Samuel
6.Hui Yin
7.Sock Hui
8.Miao Zhen
9. Mi Lian
10.Wei Qi

Hey c'mon la I DONNO WHO TO CHOOSE OK!!?!??! Geez.....But no.1 is confirm,that is for sure! =) So ppl if your name not here(from 2 to 10 ,cause no.1's my Shepherd and he's 100% in this =) ),don't worry!(OK my last decision:pass AND tag all the ppl I know!) XD

Who's no.6 having relationship with?
Woah...we haven't met in a while le....last time its she and me(for fun only nia),and Samuel with Kai Li are another pair lol (Best of 4 friends XD since kindergarten)....but now donno XP

Is no.9 a male / female ?
Does Mi Lian sounds like a male to you? Its a female,duh!

If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
OMG...shouuld have put no 9 to no 7 ....lol......but ok ba.....I think O.O"(Wat is this......)

What is no.2 studying about?
I forgotten.....O.O" But I know that since he's in Poly he must hav learn something which he likes XD....

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Jux yesterday less than a minute....cause I wanna tell him my blog address XD

What kind of music band does no. 8 like ?
Donno....Miao Zhen and I don't really know each other.

What kind of music does no.8 like?
I totally forgotten or donno....serious! Ok maybe the popular songs now like rock etc.

Does no.1 have any siblings?
Luckly I asked and met his sibling before doing this. Yea,but all I know he's sec 2 this year in my skol at 2008.....surname Chan and he's in band. Nothing more XD

Will you woo no.3?
FOR GOODNESS SAKE HE'S A BOY!!! AND I AM NOT A GAY!!!(But we're good friends XD)

How about no.7?
That was last time. I can't....ok fine at least in the near future maybe(I think,but still donno cause I don't really love her like so much...we're jux friends XP)

Is no. 4 single?
Think so....or maybe hav a boy in mind le....lol Samuel?? Jux kidding. But maybe got la....I donno....

What is the surname of no.5?
OMG long friends forgotten le....psps sry....

What is a hobby of no.10?
Sports ba....he's more on an outdoors person ^^

Do no.5 and no.9 get along well?
A playboy with someone mature? Don't think so....anyway they had nvr met each other,but I don't think they will mix well XD

Where is no.2 studying at?
Nanchuang Poly I think.....totally donno.....=.="

Talk about something for no. 1
You bring me to the light of God,and I thank you for all you've done,Caring One! Jia you! ^^

Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8 ?
Nope. I nvr even think about it,or like her. Jux avg friends XD

Are no. 1 and 5 best friends ?
Nope,but they sure can get together well I think ^^

Does no. 1 have any pets ?
Nope....but I don't really know if he likes one as well...the only thing I know is that his fave pet is hamster! XD

Where does no.9 live?
Just near Da Qiao like 1 min walk away.....exact details? No I don't have.

What colour does no.4 like?
I hate this quiz.....ok fine maybe pink la.....I seriously donno....

Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world ?
Nope. In fact I had nvr see one that is before. All are jux the same....

What is no.10 doing now?
To work. Its the holidays,and I asked him a few days ago where he had gone out to these few days early in the morning. He's so busy....

Yay done!Oh btw sry for the first answer donno how to edit le...but nvm XD Benny might hate this cause I kept putting donno .....and I know that I still donno a lot of you in some ways(btw I can't make a decision for some psps sry) ...but I know myself more than you all in some ways,and at other areas,you all know more than me. I got my hike report to do now before going to scouts(OMG!!!)....I'll find some time to write at night ba......I'll debrief on this quiz maybe.....btw no offense ok? Kk have a nice day!

~This is the day the LORD has made. Let us rejoice in it and be glad.~ Psalm 118:24

†

Hey back for finale!

2008-11-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

FROM THIS TIME TO THE END OF THE YEAR 2008 THINGS ARE GONNA BE DIFFERENT!
I'm back! This time its for finale of the year! Ok huge update ppl!

Physical Life:
-Not really taking well la...ok its seriously bad. If u must know I told some of my church friends(Especially my shepherd Benny:) ),Valerie,and some scouts.
-Skip some lunch and dinner sometimes...
- Not-good-lifestyle

Spiritual Life:
-Trying to keep the habit of doing Quiet Time everyday...after the scouts campfire....
-Weak....*I MUST TRUST GOD MORE OFTEN PLEASE*
-Hardly go for service,cause scouts
*BUT what I really want my Shepherd Benny:) and Rui Yong to know is that God is my one and only priority,not scouts. The reason I go to scouts is because I'm afraid to not go and skip it. I really hope they understand my current situation....plz plz hear my cries.....

Personal Life:
-Yea got Warcraft and DoTA to play...but boring...no one asked me out...and not very nice to ask them out...in case they busy(I am totally busy ppl)
-I'm still keeping a lot of things to myself seriously....
-Low morale.....

Scouts Life:
-NPC,outing and next year...its killing me.
-Heart is wavering....don't really like it now....

School Life:
-Sucks man....being irritating is no fun....but just wanna talk(ok la maybe I jux demand attention,but still its not good,I know. Sry)
-Skol life easy man. Jux learn what you need to. Hey I'm trying to you know.
-No much update,jux buy the books and aniticipating for next year le...

Council Life:
-Camp coming soon....
-Events coming are the recruitment for sec. 1 next year etc.

Family Life:
-Ok I rather skip this....NEXT!

Church Life † :
-I AM GOING FOR HEROES CAMP!!!! =)
-Christmas ~Coming Soon~

Word to all people around me(wow haven't done this in a while=)

To all friends: Go on,don't stop. I'll always support you,as long as it is right. When you have trouble I'm all ears. Fight to live on. Its your destiny,your fate,and your legacy. For This is the day THE LORD has made. Let us rejoice in it and be glad.-Psalm 118:24 . Let God lead you! ^^ To success people!

To 6-Sapphire:We are still united people! Get that shirt and be proud as you wear it. To be and to belong,ppl! Support each other in your schools OK? Get ready for streaming and O-levels. Oh and take care of yourselves,don't be like me haha. All the best! Cheers!

To my church friends: We shall live together,work together,play together. Ps sry I cannot make our caregroup blog for now...I'm outrageously busy...some other time then. But whatever grudges we have for each other,throw it. Everyone has flaws,you know ^^ Work hard for CG08 till the end of year! Never give up!(I think these words are mostly for me lol)

To all sec.4 whom I know: Fight for the O'Levels! Be brave amd never panick! Haste make waste people XD

To XueWen: Thanks a lot for taking care of me all this time. As expected from the Holy One,you sure help me a lot (Sry Benny:) some are related to you and me so ps I rather u not know). Help others do miracles! If you really can,be the one that heals the caregroup! U r important!

To Rui Yong:Yea what you said is true...u put it to such a way that I feel very selfish. I'll nvr do it again =) Any flaws in me jux tell XD. Hope I wont trouble u too much....lol.

AND LAST BUT THE BEST....

To my Beloved Shepherd Benny:) :I have always put God first,so nvr mistaken for me putting scouts my first priority. I'm a difficult sheep to handle I know(and I know myself on this),but thanks for your patience all these times.They nvr call you the Caring One for nothing,you know. =) Work hard in your studies ^^ ,and continue to teach me the way of God ^^ my last wish from you is to tell me more of your character,because the only way in which I am daring to open up is when I know the other people well in their heart and mind,because I care ^^(Oh btw I'm jux so happy to hav u as a shepherd,so I put the word "beloved" Hope you don't mind, cause "Be who you are and say what you feel,because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind" XD )

I'll blog soon,ppl! Just wait,ok? ^^

†

Sry ppl:

2008-10-11T19:08:00.000+08:00

Ok REALLY SORRY!!!
I closing this blog down for a while. I want to record down my last times in sec 1 on a book,so meanwhile anticipate ok? Well I'll write in the near future. So anyway good luck in watever u are doing. May God† bless you!

UPDATED:

2008-09-26T14:58:00.000+08:00

SRY PPL GETTING READY FOR EOY AND FOR ALL PPL OUT THERE WHO ARE HAVING EXAMS THIS COMING TWO TO THREE MONTHS GOOD LUCK! HOPE U ALL GET COLOURFUL RESULTS!(BUT NOT RED! ^.^)
COMING SOON: 2 NEW BLOG SITES! WAIT TILL END OF EOY PPL!

BUSY:

2008-09-14T22:29:00.000+08:00

Ok quick post:

Days before:
-First few days bad T.T
-Then better as the days goes on ^^
-Got "Butterfly" song =3
-(Friday.) Went to Prayer Meet(was very late so sing last worship song) and later have dinner with them and then celebrate Mid-Autumn with NEC(North-East Caregroups)

Yesterday:
-Went to Church(Start journey at 11am)
-Service from 12pm to 2.17pm
-Stay for lunch and hang out till 4.30pm(Got Benny's fave song Avril "I Will Be" & "Ina-I Wanted You" cause Benny gave his fave song and I want the "I Wanted You" so got both ^^ )
-Go Mid-Autumn Fest. cum School Anniversary @ School from 5.30pm to 8.30pm (Should be 8pm, but I helped out so dragged, and of course ZHSS la,duh! ^^)
-Have dinner at 9.10pm (food comes SLOW~ but also quite nice la...)
-Came home at 11pm(didn't do homework!)

Sunday:
-Breakfast
-Came back to search skin till 12.24pm
-Went Clarke Quay to do Project Work till 4pm
-Came home, start with Maths Journal
-Out for dinner
-Use comp till now(OMG MY HOMEWORK!!! @.@ HURRY!!!)
-Changed skin liao ^^ (Jux now and finally succeeded to edit on my own!)

2008-09-12T21:50:00.000+08:00

Mr Ong Kai Kun not here today...
And then 3 periods u know, so just design class tee(I mean Primary School) and do my science homework. Then got scouts, and in the end Prayer Meet go liao sing last song =3 (Hey at least I just in time right?)
Then just came back from celebrating Mid Autumn(Early one la...I go there and use the candles and play with lanterns...then learn about a few things about guitar...gonna train to be one!)
Then stomachache so just walk around...came home alone so a bit scary...but I just walk and amazingly I reached home ^^
Ok going soon and gonna be busy....SCOUTS...

2008-09-11T21:31:00.000+08:00

YAY TOMORROW SCOUTS UNTIL 3.30PM~
Short post today:Tomorrow scouts after that gonna GO TO PRAYER MEET! YAY!!! Then hang out for a while & rush my homework...still got a lot to do lei(Projects and Assignments...).
Stay updated cause LINKS ARE COMING SOON!!!And then good luck to me for my EXAMS~ All the best to ALL OF the students in SINGAPORE & OTHER COUNTRIES!!

Ok here comes the personal part: Today Chinese got the highest in one of the work ^^ (I prayed to God =3 ,and then I guessed, in the end I was blessed by God!!!)
Then in D&T got a teacher say I handsome(Wow....lol haha I mean I not even handsome la! But his "handsome" is tall & dark...and I want to be quite pale in skin as well...kinda different in thinking but haha =3 Long time never get this kind of praise liao. PRAISE GOD FOR THAT!!!)
Then went to caregroup gathering...kinda fun, until I got rammed by one of them...lol weak body la. 2 of them don't get well with each other, and game master a bit frustrated...scary la. In "Police & Thief" I kinda like get caught quite a few times(I go to catcher, not catcher go to me. Cause catcher will guard me and so they can help saving the flag...I not saved, catcher don't go,and catcher don't go, no one gets caught XP)
Then came home late...I see tomorrow le...hope tomorrow will be a better day ^^

2008-09-10T18:35:00.000+08:00

Days are bad yesterday, but the light of hope from God shines on me today ^^
Yea, since yesterday got really bad luck, really wanna go haywire...but maybe God just wanna mature me(yea since Benny put it that way, I think he's right)
Yesterday: 1.Luo Ting's small group said STFU at me, and nearly the whole class cheered...how bad's that?
2.The IPW teacher(Not Mr Ong , but the other teacher, and Mr Ong is not our form teacher, but the one in scouts) just shoot at me for getting all the information on the internet only, but c'mon la, who said we must go there? No one, but Mr Ong did said that we may have to go there to research. But in the end, all of the groups go to their destination. We did as well, but we did not put any pictures we snapped to our powerpoint or video(I mean, we don't even know that we cannot just take the photo form the internet and put it in la, and she just said things like," My ten years old nephew can even do such a thing!" and "I go to Clarke Quay every weekend and you say that there is no heritage? I know Clarke Quay from the back of my hand. This is about intergrity you know!" . She ended of with "I am going to give you another chance, and if you do not do a good job, Mr Ong and I are going to fail you!" .Firstly, we do not know much of the information about the IPW and we just started this year. I mean we don't even know that we must go there, take pictures, and use them for our video and powerpoint project.( and c'mon la, IPW is internet project work) Secondly, if her ten year old nephew can do such a thing, she must have taught him or someone else, because I only learnt how to use the Windows Movie Maker not long ago. Thirdly, she may be lying to scare us about she went there every weekend just to scare us. Forthly, we HAVE intergrity and we did go there. Then in the end I just emo(yea that is waht they said, but I just kept thinking of what she said) till the end of the day.
3.Mr Ong Kai Kun like just very disappointed in us, because we did not give him respect in CE(maybe I did not give too much, because if I have question I just go to him and asked...bad)

Today:I irritated Luo Ting in calligraphy(aesthetics) , and I am like so childish la...I mean I am so quiet in front of a lot of people except for some of my classmates and Luo Ting(donno why la...habit).

Can't believe this Friday got scouts(exams coming liao la, c'mon!). Woah, very busy sia...but I am anticipating for 1E5 and 6 Sapphire Class TEE ^^ (Donno what name they gonna give me for 6 Sapphire, but I name myself ~Howling Wolf~ in 1E5 , because last time in council 2 of them just taunt at me calling me "Howling Wind" , and then "Dead Meat" . I don't like "Dead Meat" , so I used the name "Howling Wind" . But wind does not sound cool, so I changed it to "~Howling Wolf~" I wanna put the Christ Cross beside my real name at first, but since I don't think they can do it, tat is it,my name ^^ And I am proud of it ^^

2008-09-08T21:27:00.000+08:00

How busy can I get these days?
Fine, maybe a lot, and all because I wasted time like running water...look, its 9.28pm, and I haven't finish my homework...by the time I finished it, most of you would be asleep(midnight, for your information).
Today school open ^^ Yea but then a bit tired, so its kind of boring. Then after school have lunch with Benny, Issac, Chenyee,CK & Zhi Xiang. Finally met up with Benny's younger brother(and Swee Tin mistaken Issac for Benny. Lol ^^ They look totally different la!). Then we went to play basketball. I was the worst player(fine, needless to say. I mean I don't play much in primary school. People just say to me "Travel!" "Foul!" & "Out!" . I don't even train myeslf becaused I was demoralised...but I know how to strike at badminton ^^ Ok...maybe too much, that is why when I served, I wiped out the people instantly, because I out...c'mon la, the court so small...)
Then I went home, and slack again...ok gonna stop here...still got a lot to do...

Moral Support is the most important in everyone's life. Because the feelings of the heart is fragile, like mine...

2008-09-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

Ok now more busy, so I squeeze 3 days to 1 blog entry^^
I went to Compass Point on Thursday. Go and listen to a lecture about drugs. Donno why la, I mean everyone knows drugs are bad. Anyway luckily the caregroup gathering also at Seng Kang. God send them there so I can see them ^^ We play at the top level of carpark(Dangerous, but God blessed us ^^ )
I went to watched "Wall-E" yesterday ^^ (Second time watching movie in cinema.^^ No kidding people, though I am thirteen). Cool da movie. All about teamwork and action & got love...lol haha ^^ And prayer meet was before that. Its kind of like my last before I can go in the December holidays again...I am gonna miss it.
Today was normal...quite. I went to service at church(Nexus ^^ I am like waited for so long la! ^^) Then gonna finish my homework soon...otherwise can't play tomorrow ^^
Gtg le...