Am I unaccepted? | Friday, July 11, 2008
I suddenly felt that my class 1E5 and I are so unrelated...
This isn't good. I sometimes think they are so full of themselves. Because their in Zhonghua Secondary? I don't know. I mean I am not even arrogant because I am in Zhonghua Sec. At least if I am in Anderson Secondary I still can boast a little....^^ Isn't it nice to be at least in the school you aimed to be? Its an achievement, so at least be proud for a while is still alright.
Of course I have friends, but what I really want is someone who is really willing...not anyone who is forcing. I don't like that. Really I don't.
Anyway exams are around the corner( next week, actually ). Maybe at this new semester I will put in more extra effort and to be my best! I want to be at least somebody, not nobody...
Alright maybe I may be a little too exaggerating but...I really feel so left out sometimes. I think Mr Ong ,my form teacher, is also looking down on me as I kind of like talk and walk about( I used to be the monitor but not now...as I am a councilor.So I cannot walk about to control the class ). He must be disappointed...I am so childish these days...sigh...
Its depressing,I know. Maybe I am pressured as people are doing all these things but not me( Ok so I am starting now,but its not to late to change.I will try my best).Peer pressure, as they said.
Yesterday was a bad day as well. I kind of flare up at my classmate when he vandalized my worksheet. My whole day was ruined...
Also, not long ago I had the password for my class blog, but then they are doing a poll to see if they are keeping the password or going to change it...T.T ...I really felt so left out...
So maybe I am a bit impatient, or maybe too sensitive or emotional(that's why people called me sissy or gay...). Otherwise I am a little to full of myself sometimes or maybe short-tempered. I don't know. Well, that's life. Get over it.
P.S. For the last post because there is some problem with my computer the words are so big, or strange.Thanks for reading^^
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