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| Sunday, November 30, 2008


Pets...
Yea I'm bored...and since I'm that kind of ppl who likes pet breeding/fighting/summoning etc.(I'm tat type of ppl who likes multi-char control game. Granado Espada u said? Yea its good,but too bad its P2P...)yea and AI char together fighting by my side and I wanna control using keyboard. Talk Summon Nights Twin Age and Granado Espada,except with max great graphics and excellent keyboard control. ^^

Morning-Sky:Fine
Yea woke up had burger for breakfast(u know those from bakery,not mac),and had Milo. watched TV for a while then meet up with Rui Yong and we took off to Nexus. Met with Randy at AMK MRT. Vinay lost his direction....but his sheep came safely. We took to Nexus and yea its like 12.10pm le and PM haven't start...

Afternoon-Sky:Polluted
Service...songs not vry nice. Preaching was excellent. God Talk Series 3-Gift of Forgiveness.
Hard to forgive rite ppl? Cause we're impatient. Reflect. Ok then had lunch...jux a snack cause no appetite. Went to Ministry Fair with Joel and Benny with Daryl. Then head back soon. But then NEC wanna go for Ministry Fair now....-_-lll good job,myself. We headed back,and yea I wanted to go to Deco,I mean I can do it la...too bad time is not on my side. Then got Y-Comm,and since time is flexible,I go for it. ^^ Give it a try. Benny and most ppl went to Multimedia....ok....but Rui Yong is like if u dont join a ministry u'll get sth u dont want. I already had some ideas of wat to do.ern and yea its all design ^^ They play LAN after tat....erm forgot wat tat called le...but graphics are cute and excellent ^^ Jerome got sight sickness on tat...maybe the action makes him go wired up %( yea. But I like all de char except spy....u know change colour of the team to infiltrate into our base...cunning. As usual I'm de careful and speedy type. But I like to slient kill as well ^^

Night-Sky:Dark as expected
Its kind of a bad omen everytime....and at night I talked with Luo Ting on msn,and mostly on Sec 2. Yea Diana is like so arrogant and want things her way...can't believe my bro's the same. I'm tired....QT soon ba.....

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| Saturday, November 29, 2008


Silent Chorus
What? Can't today be silent?
Ok fine hw still not done yet ==....bet ppl like Ming Xia had finished it a long time ago...
So today used comp in morning...afternoon slept till 4pm....yea u know i hate sleeping,but Mum kept telling me off for using comp too much...then afternoon PM till 6.30pm? Then had dinner and went home...use comp to search for games, msn, GC and etc...wth....no more cool games for action liao...I want 3D keyboard action like Dragonica...but too bad donno why cannot play....then now I donno wat to play liao....

Oh btw for DS gamers try out Summon Night Twin Age cause the AI system really cool...wanna play games like this,except 3D and keyboard controlled...yea everything keyboard. Why u asked? Cause mouse is all mostly AI fighting...all based on stats...not fun...I want sth like 3D GC...cause GC does not based on stats,but on skills as well. Look-a lvl 2 can beat a lvl 20 in PvP.

Yea now gtg soon...btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LUOTING ON 29/11/2008!!! Yay! (Lol -_-lll....my birthday not even tat big of a celebration la...actually like normal day. Haha............)

Back to NATURE!






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| Friday, November 28, 2008


Geez....
Yay I did some editing to my blog...like updating etc. Mouse Rollers up! Cause I put a max of 500 posts in one shot...cause erm...donno? Oh yea check out my previous 20 to 30 blog post...cause I update almost everyday and things are quickly passed if u dont come daily,so I suggest u do tat....Didn't do my hw.....

Morning:
Weather-Fine
Actions-Yea so I settled my things in early morning,then used de comp,and Mum was like messing with my face again? Yea...then not much appetite for breakfast and got really frustrated....really like lost my control....

Afternoon:
Weather-Bit dark
Actions-Yea take bus to CG near Compass,and then we do our things lor....then after that Outreach(OMG I feeling faint)...didn't hav a contact. In the end they play LAN I went home...I bored with Warcraft DoTA....so there. Hong Jie and his sheep when for BBQ after CG(Mind u its class),and all I did at home but one thing: Slack.

Night:
Weather this time(12.48am)-Red...
Actions-At night use comp played game for a while got bored again search games watched some childish shows and then msn-ing all de way...see ppl's blogs as well....lol....Back to Nature

So all in all.....erm good night....




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| Thursday, November 27, 2008


Ok....
So yea I cut my hair and did my schedule and start on my hw(but 2 pages =.=")
So now aim is to complete hw...then scouts worry next week....and now trying to break some sins of mine...
You ask what sins? I say I don't really know...maybe when it pops up again I'll try not to do it again...ok fine my impatience and anger...or maybe try and patch things back at home....

Morning:
-Asked Benny if I can don't go for outreach.(Remember? Its at Serangoon and I don't want anyone to catch me doing tat)
-Had breakfast and haircut

Afternoon & Night:
-Do my things lor....its basic stuffs....nothing to talk abt.

Weather:Sunny,Drizzle,Red Dark...
Feels: Morning-Quite alright
Afternoon-bit bored but scared...
Night:-frustrated,scared(freacked out?? Yea...)

I wonder if life will ever be the same again.....maybe....it nvr will.....






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| Tuesday, November 25, 2008


Tired out...
Tml is outreach...OMG I'm afraid....then Work for Life don't hav to go cause I did not register....

Meanwhile this is what I want to do tml:
-HW
-Haircut
-Schedule

Yea tat's all.

Morning woke up early rdy for morning devotion. Then didn't hav lunch then continued with guitar lessons. I did quite well? Yea I must say I'm quite proud I'm advancing at quite a bit of pace. Then went home,use comp at 4 till now. Play DS(emulator) then msn then now blog. There's nothing much today....except,some things...night's red. Something may be bad tml,or something for the better? I donno....*silence*

Ok going to sleep soon bye and take care. Short post u ask? Nothing much happened today.



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Planner,Schedule,HELP!
Yea...I really need help in time management: I mean I haven't bought my Sec 2 books,and I seriously donno when I gonna start HW....
Nd to be done soon,before HEROES CAMP!(HEY! Its jux a goal,a GOAL!)

Morning woke up early to meet with de counsellor: this time hav to pass through the security...too bad...but nothing happened...so ok lor....

We talked abt my "flashbacks" in church...actually not really flashbacks,but:
1.The song,the tune...it pulls my emotions down...
2.The preaching,abt how God can bless us in big or small problems.
3.The thing that I fought so hard tat I finally came to church...and thinking abt my life which is vry difficult...

So in conclusion: I sobbed.

Then soon he had to go for a meeting,so I went home lor...to get changed and then to Pionner's Meeting.
So morning was quite fine...(He bought me a cream for my scratch marks and scars...and it cost $4!! OMG....thanks a lot ^^ )

Afternoon: Yea nearly late for Meeting...but in the end came at 2pm. So yay...lol....then dragged on to 1/2h....then worship,after tat its lesson,then RY was like thanking how God blessed some of us...I got it,cause I came for this instead for CCA etc. But its really all thanks to my counsellor. Yea. Then RY was like asking me abt my X3 Watch cancelled. Yea tat time its major virus...but it soon ended...donno when virus will strike again. He asked abt Cheetah Girls I think....cause I looking for songs tat time...and nice one Benny(Or is there someone else?) -_- ,said from Disney. But no the Cheetah Girls are a band by itself. But there is a movie coming up I think?? Maybe they trying to revive tat past. This year's theme is retro,I deduct. Oh but then RY kept saying Panda Girls...and tat makes me suspicious abt my bro(I caught him watching "dirty stuffs" abt girls. One or two times le....)watever. Its de past. Now don't look back and all for the future.

Night: Talk abt Benny's char and personality mostly. I feel like a jinx...but maybe i think too much. Donno. Btw night's sky's red....sth is gonna be totally wrong...but donno wat. And the song Because You Live is like giving me a impact. Cool song.

I chance upon Jerome's blog today again and saw his blog is updated a bit...haha. But I'll show you one post from him:

"sometimes i think about some words like why were they created for.
the word i am looking at today is the word 'impossible'
the bible has already said, : nothing is impossible with god. so why use the word? i mean when u say like' oh... how ah? this thing... aiya. impossible one lahs.. then u rmb that thr is god. Jesus. then u rmb the verse sying: wht is impossible with man is possible with god. then u feel that. yeah, with god i can do it. so why even think of what is impossible? eveything is possible. with god. without god, then i guess u can use the word impossible in everything u do. cause u cant even stand up straight without god. yea. so really i think we MUST have faith in god , in Jesus christ and really put our trust in him no matter the situation."

Yea...but I say: Define impossible.
You can't right?
In fact,everything is possible. Every action is possible. Its the result tat may not be wat we expect or we cannot get that we may think its "impossible". Yea...but in conclusion he's right: Put faith and trust in God and to the max,cause he can change the result to change our fate,our destiny,our life.

K all I wanna say today. Nights and hav a good rest and a good life.



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| Monday, November 24, 2008


Tired. Bored. What else?
Yea...But I'm also quite busy? Talk abt it...still got a lot to do....buy books etc....
Gonna start on a night plan...in fact,if I can,I'll plan for a full day plan: from tml onwards...

Morning was fine:Weather,breakfast...its quite a bit of life...but bit dead cause I use comp...bit too much,till noon. I woke up at 10am...omg.....its quite late. I wanted to pack my stuffs in the morning and cut my hair by today...oh well....

Afternoon: Windy. Then lunch was a bit erm...not nice? Yea...somehow its not quite good....but still ok ba.....Then late afternoon rained....I wanted to go out...to meet Benny:) and they all....at least as an observer cause I'm a bit sick these few days. They playin bball you see. But nvm...it rained,rite? Jinx is me.....

Night:Yea till now. I had dinner,quite delicious,but I've no appetite....if I can skip it I will,seriously. Then came home pack my table:Quite neat,which I'm proud of myself. Got the song Because You Live. Btw Jiani I'll take some time to relink cause I busy sry. Busy of wat you all ask? Lets jux keep it low for now.....Btw continued de conversation with Hong Jie and Jerome again...this time abt Benny:) and my past and how to deal with it.....

Sat you asked? Here:
Morning: Quite good....ate some cakes for breakfast,so its good. Then get ready to go meet up with Rui Yong to go Nexus at 9.30am. I arrived at 9.20am =.=" (Kiasu? No...jux wanna be punctual ^.^ ) Yea. And we dragged it to 10am. Erm I should say he's quite lucky cause I'm a very patient person(although someimes I can be really annoying and impatient....to an extend....)...so we reached Nexus at about 10.40am or so.But nvm. Then rehersal for a skipt for publicity:Minilution for HEROES CAMP! More info will be much l8r on. So there. Yea then saw the rehersal:quite erm mixxed up? Cause I nvr see a runthrought of everything...maybe they did it earlier? Donno. Then they prayed and the doors are opened...

Afternoon: The service I was quite hungry and tired....yea. But I went throught it all la...the preaching was when it hit max...and I nearly dosed off near the preaching...sry...But its vry good. Cause it talks abt problems of life and how God bless and protects us. Then the last part of service I like cried a bit(jux sniffing? Yea not tat exaggerating but I considered it cried cause got tears...)....the last song is One Thing and when they ask the leaders to pray for us who had problems for our lifes...but I didn't go down...I dont dare...but I got a vry big and serious problem in my life.....Then lunch. I bought something which can satisfy my hunger....and almost everyone was like going crazy??? Ok la but ppl in NEC jux interact with each other lor...usually its school fellowship...but hey no leaders...wat u expect? Btw jux interact among ourselves,no harm. I was like singing the chorus of One Thing for till I went home at 4pm. Service ended at 2.30pm or so....but hey its jux to relieve myself ok? But come to think of it I'm quite embarrassing back then....cause I don't have a vry good voice you know....Then went home vry soon cause they going near Zhonghua Sec...and I like hav a bit of phobia.....

Night: Dinner was skipped,thankfully,cause I seriously hav no appetite....then use comp,then had a 3 way discussion between Hong Jie,Jerome and me...abt my past and Benny:).....then went to sleep...


Hey I know its supposed to be Sat then Sun but what's done is done...sry....btw its 1am now so nights...tml hav to wake up early....

Last Note: Sry Benny:) but in reality.....I haven't really told you much....the counsellor is the one whom I told the most in my private life. Not because I don't want,but because he really can get the facts out of me....





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| Saturday, November 22, 2008


Hi
Yea. Ok should be a bit of a long post...
Wed I went for scouts till 11pm or sth like tat. Mr Tham called me and we talked abt my personal stuffs. Some may know a bit of here and there,but going into details? Erm sry no. Some of u all know le,and I don't want anyone else to know abt it,so I'll keep it to those ppl only. Those know pls pls pls keep it to urselves.

Thursday and today nvr go for scouts,cause got something else. Same reason:no,not gonna explain into details.

Today morning had breakfast and lunch at 11am and set of for skol. Do wat? Again its a no. Then I went to PM from skol and went to Aunt's house to had a farewell party? for her...she'll be gone for good? or bad? donno le.....

Then I came back at 10.40pm or so,chat with some of u all in msn. Used till now....then donno wat happen my comp is FULL VIRUS.....but then jux stopped for a while....phew....so can write this post. Donno la....jux tat all those "dirty" things jux pop up,advertisements,websites,you name it. (Hey its obvious enough,and C'MON I jux shut down my comp straight away.....too dirty for me)

Now I'm all in Church le...cause got an excuse and I wanna balance my life back. How I did it? Wanna keep quiet bout tat.

Now I donno la....maybe I download a spyware or like norton tat kind of software la...btw if de X3 Watch(for Benny:) and Rui Yong) like send a email like quite a few websites pls understand. Jux a strong virus I'm dealing here......so there.....

Hope u all feeling well....cause I'm worried abt ppl around me this afternoon. Sth tells me its not good and you guys may be in trouble...I mean I got prob,Yo Lee got sick,then Hong Jie,and on Tuesday Benny:) got a slight flu....I'm such a jinx la.....



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| Wednesday, November 19, 2008


Yea came back from scouts and council....somehow escaped at 1pm....
I went to council at around 4pm ytd,then we played some games and then got "Test of courage" walk. I quitted on the entrance of the 1st station....scary.
Went to sleep at 12am.....before that scouts i thinking of death,again.
Today I also thinkin of death...and think to die tonight. But don't think so la. Btw I left for scouts at 9am,and guess wat? Sir's not here! But nvm.....
I left for guitar after lunch. Its around 2pm when they start the lesson. I'm still very new to this.I told Benny:) all I nd to,and went home to change at around 5am before going back to them for fellowship. I went jogging(I got third ^^ ) 3.3km. WooHoo! Achievement! XD Then had dinner with Giddeon and there are around 8 of us. We had roti prata. Then we ordered and when we paid the bill,Jerome's shepherd needs to like pay another $20 to get paid. I was like OMG,who did not pay or did not pay much? I paid $4,accordingly. But nvm....
Then had desserts,talk till 9.45pm,then we went home. Giddeon saw my scars on my hands,and he said:"Whoever did this is wrong." and he goes on sayin tat is not good and askin who did it. I nvr revealed the true story or who did it,somehow I think its thankful. But I did it,and I'm so in the blame....
His last question was askin of our goals in life. Occupation,duh. I said:"I'll let God lead me." and he said "Pastor" I hav the gift of teaching you know....but I donno la.....
Went home,use comp,played a detective game called Phoenix Wright or something like tat la. I may wanna be a lawyer or someone doin arts,and photograhy is counted. But as I said,let God lead the way.

So long,and now its torture and "HELL" ...... talk soon XD



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| Monday, November 17, 2008


Getting ready to go to skol le.....
Yea meanwhile jux post a short blog post.
Scouts gonna be 1/2 day for me ^^ cause council camp starts at 1pm. Yay!
So I'll post tml about today and tomorrow's entries at one post tml. See you then ^^


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| Sunday, November 16, 2008


Tiring....
Yea...today I free so jux slacked my day off...wasted? Somehow.

My homework has to be done soon...cannot waste much time.

Shouldn't hav taken part in NPC....regretted it? Somehow a strong feeling of yes.

Too bad....its too late now...

Books for the new year? Yea had to be bought soon as well.

Woke up at 8+am today...watch Mob Rancher again,and then slacked off by using comp. Jerome and I were like: Wanna go out? In the end we played basketball,after much consideration. But in the end I was not vry pro-active. Then they say wanna play LAN. I was in to it at first,but 5 ppl only? Rather head home. Fellowshipped with Yo Lee and Yi Hao. Before we head to Yo Lee's house Yi Hao saw 2 ppl and Yi Hao thought it was Randy and CK....in the end its wrong ppl...and our routes are the same...at least,almost,for the whole journey.

Went home...gonna sleep at 12am max. Cause tml gonna be a long day. Hoped to be a helper for NPC...cause I'll be wasting my time there....at least its good in a way,bad in another....
Benny:) knows a lot tat I had not accout to him,like ytd cried etc. Cause I wanna relieve myself and thought tat I was so extra to this world....nvm....

Its goodbye to Y-Hope for 2 long weeks....hope wont get "homesick"...though in my heart I know I will....haha hey we're a family and we're bros so of course I'll get this kind of feeling...haha its good,cause it shows our bond is strong ^^

K bye for now....



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Woke up at 7+am,get rdy for scouts,and left without breakfast.
Went to school,slack off 1st cause they preparing for the open house. Then some Sec 4s came and TRick Sir came. We built our structure for the rest of the day...
Sec 1s go off early except for those in NPC(yea, me....if i had not taken part i may still be on time for 2nd service preaching....sad case,cause its about faith).They went at 3+pm,while we left at 6+pm....
During the whole scouts,I was thinking jux to end my life....haha.....
Yea by then,things will be easier rite?
Maybe.......
I was breaking up:I nearly cried during scouts.
Yea.....maybe too stressed? Too tired? Donno......
Came home,use de comp,watch mob rancher and msn...do all de stuffs and then sleep at 2+am......before tat I really cried....maybe I jux felt lonely? But I feel so extra tat time.........wished I had a best friend......
But i don't think I will ever had one. At least,I wont. Sad case rite? But because I'm so immature...I rather not think about it,and go back to the past....the past when I'm alone.
Its the End Times for me.....
~Don't be affected by me ^^ Hav a good Life~


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| Friday, November 14, 2008


Quite a strange day...

Yea...OK lets start.

Morning woke up at 6.20am. Remember? I want to go to DQPS Graduation Day. I woke up,and my relative also woke up not long ago,and he was like calling my younger bro to wake up.Then he woke up,see da time,and was like OMG,cause he nd to go to skol at 6.40am. My relative drove my bro to skol,nvr had breakfast. He say he gonna eat at school...nvm. I eat a bit of biscuits and go liao.

Met Mi Lian at 7.16am....and like late la,cause 7.15am must meet liao...lol. And guess wat? Mi Lian told us to wear skol uniform,and WE DONT HAVE TO! Geez....

This year's grad day quite boring...not enthu de....I mean the dance is enough. Last year we had a Captain's Ball Competition for post-exam activity after PSLE. This year its dance competition. And the winners like dance not nice la. They dont dare to dance,and quite easy...=.="(ok jux my opinion)

After tat we went to hav Mac for breakfast. There is only Christina,I and Mi Lian. Shee Yin was the only other one who came cause of Mi Lian,and she left soon after. Then went home,use comp till Prayer Meet. Wanted to train on my guitar skills...too bad lor,and I came early jux for tat.

Ending of prayer meet got an incident: the unit below us complained and used a cane as a support. She used the advantage cause we were youths,and she came in....and cause a whole rackus. She don't wanna hear any explanations. She was angry...so angry,tat hatred had blinded her. Then I felt saddness,pain,fear(as in scared)....all the sins....I can feel it. Aura. My heart....everywhere. I think she got hit the feather duster on Giddeon. And she told my shepherd Benny:) to eat shit. Wat is this? But good tat Giddeon kept his cool. They both let the matter go easily.

Giddeon was like telling us to pack us and leave asap. Rui Yong I think was with him to settle de prob. I feared,so much....tat I think I failed God's test...(Oh btw when I went downstairs I saw a grandmother nagging like de auntie. Think its our noise level ba....)
NEC except Rui Yong assebled at the void deck. They fellowship. Then Rui Yong came down and told us to really leave this block asap,and he used the word "scram" to emphasis wat he really want us to to. He and Giddion really dont want to pull the whole unit with them. Such sacrifice...I can nvr do this.

Had dinner...when to Sumo House. Called the 2A Kasudon as always. In fact I had been calling that since from the 1st time I patronise this restaurant. So I like dont even need to see the menu.
The food was nice,but I can't enjoy it. And the only once who had dinner are me, Yi Hao, Syekit, Isaac and Jerome. They 4 were like talking about Maple(their guild at private server,and I nvr play private),and talking among themselves. I nvr joined in much,so after my meal I jux went home.

Use comp,dont wanna let bro play cause he can play as long as he want soon everyday. He holiday le ma.

Talked to Jerome on MSN and sms on Benny:) cause I tell them I may emo...soon. And a strong one as well. But hope I nvr.

I watching Monster Rancher now ^^ Gonna finish it.

Sleeping at 2am max tonight. Till tml then.

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Today's quite good!
Yea. After I left from house at around 12.15pm,I was still wondering if CG is at 1.30pm...so I was like checking with my brothers. And yep,its 1.30pm. I thought I might me late,so I told Yo Lee I might be late....cause a bus left while I was sms-ing....
Then another one came at 12.40pm...and I was heading for Compass Point,so I thought need 1 hour....but in the end I reached at around 1pm....so I was like yay,thank God for tat! Headed for Xue Wen's house,then we moved our CG location to carpark. Benny(: came. I mean he said he not coming today cause his younger bro's birthday...I mean he so caring to even care for his bro's B'day. I nvr did tat. In fact this year I didn't celebrate it,cause I feel so dull,colourless,black and white. Its like the end of the world for my birthday...so I didn't celebrate it. My bro's B'day was when he was coming back from his trip to Medan(forgot which country le sry),and he celebrate it with his princlpal,my former principal. 11 June,if you must know.
Yea then CG. Indoor games come 1st,and we are the 1st game...so I explain the rules:
There are 2 citerias u must clap your hands and not say the number. 1 is if the number is in there,and 2 is a multiple of it.
E.g. No. is 5.
1,2,3,4,*clap*,6,7,8,9,*clap*,......
Yea. Its hard to explain for me...in the end I dont even know wat I am talking about....=.=" But we had a trial run and they got it...so yay!(Btw Benny(: encourage me ytd,Caring One wat ^^ and I was prepared...so there...but how should I know I'l get nervous?)....
Skip to the end of CG. We went to Popular,I bought a stapler and some bullets. Then it too us quite a while to decide wat to do....in the end we go play LAN...
DoTA: 2nd last again in position...I so noob la. Yea and Yo Lee was like targeting me,with Vinay supporting him...and I escape and got pwned so many times....lol. Benny(: lvl up fast...in fact i think its only him who hit lvl 25 first and the only one...pro lor....
Oh and I heard tat Chenyee said " 那个 Dragon 要死了!" during one part of Benny(:'s team assault....and I was like WTH....so everyone was aming at me,like I'm so easy to kill....zzz...after the game I told Yo Lee tat he keep aiming at me,and the best part is,he donno! Walao!
Then we decided to go back home,each our own individual routes....I came home,use comp,eat somethings...and in Grand Chase got Ronan le! XD Sweet!
But Ronan so easy the quest....and I was like wth....Ryan took such a long time to get la! Oh btw did I tell u that RONAN SKILLS ARE SO COOLER THAN RYAN'S AND MORE FLASHY?!?!!? Darn....and it seems like Ronan is like ultimate,cosider a warrior magician....power and strength....and Ryan is only like atk not so good....quite cheapstake...but harder to get....lol. If Ronan does not hav long hair I'll use him la! As long as the hair of his is like Ryan's spikey hairstyle I'll be like yay! U're de BEST! Too bad lor....Ryan cooler XD

Oh and I talked to Benny(: today...and I actually realize I don't really know everyone in the caregroup yet....sad case. But he still rocks! I told him about ytd I slept at 5am,and I put a ^^ ...and he was like "U still can put ^^" ....*I bet he was like "gg" to me...I think....*

Got some cool songs after I asked Sock Hui to search...and she like so fast la! OMG.....

K I playing neopets lol.....not very fun but donno why I kept going back to play...addictive? Maybe...

Got to sleep soon...tml DQPS Graduation Day,and I kept pestering Mi Lian to invite me to go....cause she giving a speech so she can invite up to 5 ppl to see...and I want cause I wanna hav a reunion,and I was the Head Prefect last time,so I must not miss it....ok la...I'll be humble and say:All I want is to see my teachers and youngsters again. ^^

Time Check:1.34am.....
~Have a good Life~





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| Thursday, November 13, 2008


Wah! 10.15am le....
Yea...but in any case nvm....I slept at 5am ytd....again. Well this time I donno wat I wanna do at night so jux anyhow surf de internet lor....
Then talk to Hong Jie...
After tat surf de net again...then I saw Hong Jie offline. Ok nvm. Syekit still online when I went to bed. Did he jux leave his comp on? Or does he still use his comp at tat time? I donno.
Oh and Yuxiang logged in at around 4+ like tat. So I was like "OMG! U havent sleep?" lol XD.
Today having caregroup gathering,and I am leading the first event:indoor games no.1! Hope I do a good job...talk more about tat at night.
Tml Graduation Day for DQPS le! XD
Signing off for now. Blog tonight! XD
Oh last thing. Ppl plz update ur blog often ^^ cause very bored since I linked u all and then you all only update once in a blue moon.....=.="

~Hav a nice Life~




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I donno wat I had been doing these days...especially today.
Btw to Hong Jie: Yup,Benny:) is great! ^^
Morning I woke up at 11am. OMG! So late le! Cause I emo till 2.30am last night....forced myself to. Ok not good don't learn! Lol ^^
Play Audition after breakfast. Then play Myth War 2 and tried some other games la...jux wanna play something new today. But in the end uninstall everything. Its till...ok I haven't stop using the comp since morning...lol. Btw I hav no lunch or dinner. I don't want it. I hav no appetite. (Don't learn as well ^^ )
I wanted to watch Casshern Sins. Too bad Mum is watching her show. So there. I talked to Benny:) at night. Some general stuffs. Btw yea the song Suddenly by Ina is correct ^^ But he hav not much reaction lei...strange. Or maybe its jux me.
Then went to Youtube again. Listen to songs "Suddenly" ,"Its not me its you!","U.G.L.Y","Graduation"....yea that's about all.
Then play Audi...I think comp got prob le....a serious one as well...hope not to overpower it...
Benny:) multi-sms while I was playin Audi. The first time I ignore. The 2nd time(ok I donno who sent the 2 sms-es till halfway a match in audi then check. Saw his name on both the sms
....)I continued for a while then check. I replyed him back straight away,heck care about the match liao. I thought if I sms him after the match he wouldn't mind. The 2nd time I decided not to le.
Then replay songs from Youtube.....using msn at the same time lor,since I don't wanna play liao and no more shows to watch...
And now? My head is in a whirl. I feel so slacked yet tired now...
Mum told me to sleep liao...starting to get frustrated le...but no la...not going to sleep soon...
Anticipating for this Fri DQ graduation day! XD Now I waiting for tml....blog tml abt it.
~Hav a good Life~


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| Tuesday, November 11, 2008


Quite a tiring but fun day.
Yea. In the morning got Quiet Time(Do I hav to say Morning Quiet Time...nvm I jux said it =.="). Then I didn't share,though I was prepared. I don't hav much confidence,so there. We had worship before that,and I was like so blur la...lol...not.
Then till afternoon we had QT...cause we started late. Then afternoon hav lunch at Mac. Not much appetite(happens a lot of times these days...). Benny:) realise it fast....which I didn't expect tat...but shepherd of mine,I can hide almost nothing from him. I'm so proud to say I sleep at 1am last night,not like the night before: 5am. Cause I emo-ing. He slept at 3am last night,cause he can't really sleep when he was at bed at 1am. And he listening to Fall-Ina. Lol XD haha.(Btw now I also keep repeating the song XD). Ina's voice is very good,but so far Benny and I know 2 songs from her. I think got another one called "Suddenly" . I'll check tat l8r. None of us had really seen her face as well...donno why she don't want...or maybe we still hav not search enough yet.
Then guitar lesson! ^.^ I'm so into it. I learnt the worship strum le....so now I trying to practice,if I get my hands on a guitar again.Yea. I think its C E- ? D le for the cords. Totally forgotten. But I remember the fingers positions to do these =)
Then after the guitar lesson they choosing between playing LAN or sports. I'm neutral. But they don't wanna do the same thing as a group,and so I play soccer lor...(tat was the only choice for sports btw). Went home after that,cause I feel bored playing LAN(DoTA) le...at home kept playing and ppl kept pwn-ing me. I used Garena.Benny didn't went as well. I think cause Hong Jie didn't go lol....but donno la. Maybe he tired. So I don't wanna judge others.
Night I went out to the night market(yes,its here ^^) with Mi Lian and Christina,cause I bored. My bro I think quite happy,cause he can play quite long,and so I let Mum control him liao lor...otherwise he has no control. Jerome came to find me on MSN...but ps la...went out le...(Btw I got permission and I account to Benny:) le. So there.)They still the same. Lol. Ok so Mi Lian is still quite...childish. We talked about some stuffs lor...quite common and general so nvr go and remember...but I want her to invite me to go to this Friday's Graduation Day lei....she can only invite 5,and now she's short of ppl to contact...so I hope she invite me la.
Went home,use comp. Play audi lor....then now I using msn....QT? Soon,I think.

Time Check: 11.36pm





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| Monday, November 10, 2008


See la Gretel!
I mixed up hazel with Gretel le la! Lol psps.....*All embarrassed*
And that is the reason why I always put my link to my blog with my name:its easier to locate me....
Lol jux now(around 8+pm I think)Benny:) reminded me to sleep latest at 1am with no bargaining...I hope I sleep at that time....and not emo-ing....
Gonna do QT soon...
I played audition till jux now...and now I'm listening to Fall-Ina again....hope I don't emo....
Ok now there is nothing much...final word:HELP ME!!
I want de dragons XD

If you can help plz thanks XD




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Got a headache these days...but its so common...that I don't care liao.The reason? Too bored or kept being confined indoors too much. So there. Then this morning talked to Jerome again. He kept telling me to tell Benny everything I told him...but I don't wanna and don't dare. Yea u asked why,and my reply is: I may be bothering him or he may be too busy.
Then went to the house used for prayer meet. We used it for pioneers meet lor(btw Jerome opened a chance to account or inform about my life to Benny:),but I quickly ended it)...then we worship and after that got 2nd lesson about caregroup. Then settle some business in church,then went home. It rained almost the whole day....so quite bad....
Ok fine I stayed up till 5am last night cause I emo...donno for wat. My mind was blank,I'm confused...the world seemed to come to an end...I keep repeating the song Fall by Ina. In the end I account and inform him. Via sms first(ok now I regretted it not telling my life to him,cause I kept telling Jerome only....then he told me to not do it again by not telling him)...then he online....so we jux chat lor....Benny:) seemed to like Fall by Ina as well(hey I liked it too.U'll know wat I mean if u listen to it)...and he(ok I hav this habit as well),when everytime receives a new song which he likes,repeats it over and over again. Lol shepherd and sheep alike! XD
Then I account everything to him...and then Hong Jie add me to his contact. Another NEC lol....now I donno wat to do....my left arm seem to hurt...my head's splitting...and I donno wat to do....


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Time Check:9:19am
Jux woke up....thought it was around 7+ in the morning.....but man....wasted 2 hours....but I slept at around 5:05am in the morning....so its still like equal? Something like that.
It rained so hard in the morning....I could hardly see the forest....misty and foggy....
Kk I'll blog l8r at night then...its morning,and there out no issues on yet.....btw jux save my dragons plz.....(now when do I get so into this o.O??)

~This is the day the Lord has made. Let us rejoice in it and be glad~Psalm 118:24


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Time Check: 5am
Haven't sleep...think gonna sleep soon. Oh jux realize Mum will wake up soon and bro is gonna wake up in 1 and a half hours time cause he still got normal skol tml...gotta sleep now...

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*Listening to Unwritten and Fall*

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*Ok still not tired*

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Time Check:4:31am
Gonna sleep soon I think....meanwhile support my dragons plz thanks lol!

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I stayed up late....donno wat to do. Check the time if you want.

No one in the contact list except for my god-brother. He having holidays now....sec skol....so nvm.

I keep repeatingly listening to Fall by Ina....and I think my life's falling apart. Sounds silly right? Sad love song...go ahead and listen to it....no one's gonna stop you.But mind u I'm not in love....I put friendship inside it...exchanging something important,as they say. I exchange the meaning of love to friendship. U get it ok. If you don't nvm...

I jux sit at my seat,in front of my computer...doing nothing. Jux keep repeating the song again and again....emo-ing? Maybe....

My "WEAPONS" project is like shut down....after I realised that I'll be busy from school and church. And I don't think God likes the idea as well...might as well drop it.

Then now I got 2 personal assigments:School homework and Unit blog.
School homework is fine by me. Its quite simple actually. The problem is in the unit blog. I don't really know the codes,and I know it'll take a long time to make one...since my demand is quite high. I need navigation and know how to put my art piece inside....you see.

The sky...its a bit red....something's not right....

Probematic? Ur right. I'm. So now I'm bothered...to be afraid of bothering ppl....maybe Jerome will understand more....I talked to him about the same topic for the few days now....he may had gotten I fair bit of idea already...Its hard to explain if you must know...putting the whole chat info here? Don't want to. Privacy. And I haven gotten Jerome's permission as well...It takes 2 to clap u know.

I trying to find 3 songs now:"When I think about the Lord" ,"I Stand" ,and last one u guessed it,"Fall" .

So if you have it,can send it to me?

Yea so there....and now talking to my god-brother...and he like worried about me(cause I still awake at 2am,and he thought I had skol tml). Thinking back...he and I don't really mix well....and my elder god-sister had even slap me once or twice to stop us...he had it too....
But now,we really like stand for each other..though we hardly talk. He jux told me to sleep,and he told me to really sleep...but I'm not prepared to sleep....at least,not yet...I'm still worried...about something. Something which I may know...or it may be jux an illusion...nope I did not tell him,jux to say I was thinking of somthing. Complicated? If so then really sry...my English is horrendous.

My mind is confused,my brain hurts and is splitting apart(I'm having headaches these days),and my heart feels heavy,emotionally and physically.

Time check:2:04am
I jux on Grand Chase...but no mood to play...maybe I'll off it soon. I want to really be in a forum team...to talk about everything and anything. I dont think I wanna head back to MoonSecrets le....some other time ba....cause the chinese words freaked me out....

Time Check:2:37am
Signed up for some forums and started posting...I'll tired...but still thinking of wat to do. For wat? I donno as well....my mind is seriously confused...btw click this guy as many times as u can XD
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Ok...I'll end here for now...I not going to sleep now...maybe nvr for tonight..or maybe l8r...




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I think this is good,so I copy from Jerome(Thanks!):
There once was a man named George Thomas, pastor in a small New England town. One Easter Sunday morning he came to the Church carrying a rusty, bent, old bird cage, and set it by the pulpit. Eyebrows were raised and, as if in response, Pastor Thomas began to speak...'I was walking through town yesterday when I saw a young boy coming toward me swinging this bird cage. On the bottom of the cage were three little wild birds, shivering with cold and fright. I stopped the lad and asked, 'What you got there, son?' 'Just some old birds,' came the reply.

'What are you gonna do with them?' I asked.

'Take 'em home and have fun with 'em,' he answered 'I'm gonna tease 'em and pull out their feathers to make 'em fight. I'm gonna have a real good time' 'But you'll get tired of those birds sooner or later. What will you do?'

'Oh, I got some cats,' said the little boy. 'They like birds. I'll take 'em to them.'

The pastor was silent for a moment. 'How much do you want for those birds, son?'

'Huh?? !!! Why, you don't want them birds, mister. They're just plain old field birds. They don't sing. They ain't even pretty!'

'How much?' the pastor asked again.

The boy sized up the pastor as if he were crazy and said, '$10?'

The pastor reached in his pocket and took out a ten dollar bill. He placed it in the boy's hand. In a flash, the boy was gone.

The pastor picked up the cage and gently carried it to the end of the alley where there was a tree and a grassy spot Setting the cage down, he opened the door, and by softly tapping the bars persuaded the birds out, setting them free.

Well, that explained the empty bird cage on the pulpit, and then the pastor began to tell this story.

One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan had just come from the Garden of Eden, and he was gloating and boasting. 'Yes, sir, I just caught the world full of people down there. Set me a trap, used bait I knew they couldn't resist. Got 'em all!'

'What are you going to do with them?' Jesus asked.

Satan replied, 'Oh, I'm gonna have fun! I'm gonna teach them how to marry and divorce each other, how to hate and abuse each other, how to drink and smoke and curse. I'm gonna teach them how to invent guns and bombs and kill each other. I'm really gonna have fun!'

'And what will you do when you get done with them?' Jesus asked. 'Oh, I'll kill 'em,' Satan glared proudly. 'How much do you want for them?' Jesus asked

'Oh, you don't want those people. They ain't good. Why, you'll take them and they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you, curse you and kill you. You don't want those people!!'

'How much?' He asked again.

Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, 'All your blood, tears and your life.'

Jesus said, 'DONE!'

Then He paid the price.

The pastor picked up the cage he opened the door and he walked from the pulpit.

Notes(From Jerome): Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell?

Isn't it funny how someone can say 'I believe in God' but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also 'believes' in God)?

Isn't it funny how you can send a thousand jokes through e-mail and they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing?

Isn't it funny how when you go to forward this message, you will not send it to many on your address list because you're not sure what they believe, or what they will think of you for sending it to them?

Isn't it funny how I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me?

To me:Ok for all I know Jerome is good at this....I could not had said this better....but sad right? We do sins,sins that God hate. Sins that we hate.But why did we never change? Personality? Or the people around us? I donno.

But I think,when there is light,there is shadow. So when there is good,there is evil. God loves us,you see....and that is why even if his life(physical body) is at stake to save us,he gave it, to the Evil One,by the name of Satan.


"Why, you'll take them and they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you, curse you and kill you. You don't want those people!!" Yes,that is what Satan said...and I believe some of us in this world do this kind of thing. But God believes that it is not the sinner's fault,but the sin itself. I mean,who would want such kind of person? I tell you who. God,the Merciful One.

"Isn't it funny how someone can say 'I believe in God' but still follow Satan?"(Jerome) True...I am that kind of person.....but I'm gonna change that fact.


So....accept others for who they are,though sometimes
"I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me"(Jerome)...but I'll do my best to change. No one is perfect anyway...but we can try to be perfect by being satisfactory.

Judgmental am I, I will erase it,and God is with me,to help me through it all.
In Jesus name I pray,AMEN.

~This is the day the LORD has made. Let us rejoice in it and be glad~Psalm 118:24


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| Sunday, November 9, 2008


~These few days~
Ok lets start from Wed since I forgot about the rest of the days wat I do le.....

Wednesday(caregroup gathering): Morning slacked off.....so much free time since I woke up early(My time is from 7am to 11am wake up)....then I rushed to reach the playground outside Serangoon Macdonals....around 12.10pm or so la....but Isaac was not there.....so I was like spamming his sms.....and then he said he having lunch.....so have to wait....then he said he had to bathe.....so I was like:"U win le lor.....I nvr had lunch and I'm so hungry..."
Btw the meeting for roles starts at 2pm at Pungool CC.....and we are at Serangoon.....so I was like:"HURRY!" .......then we finish buying at around 1.30pm(He reached at around 1.10pm....=.=" Nvm.....).....then at the last resort we went to MRT....and take to Hougang.....but then luckliy(Or I put it this way:God † blessed me)Benny sent us a message that it will be at Xue Wen's house,so I was like:" Lets get off now and return to Serangoon!"(Btw the time change to 2.30pm for meeting,and 3pm for start of caregroup)....but fortunately he knows the way and we go to Seng Kang....lol.....to reach Compass Point and then to his house....but then I was quite hungry,so he went to 7eleven with me to buy some noodles for lunch.....then a lot of ppl come soon after....so actually our timing is quite normal....no "early" as what he said.....then meeting. All we talked about are the arrangement of roles....ok lor.....then Isaac was supposed to lead grace and I to start....so I was like OMG!!!! .......ok fine then we move to the nearest carpark(almost abandoned)....and we start lor.....fine. Then my role comes and Isaac has to be my backup.....a lot...I blew it.....(he said a few times "Shut up" to me for the whole CG....maybe I was jux annoying him....by not doing a good job....irritating.....maybe rushing him to buy the stuffs......*maybe I was bossy*.....I donno la.....but I know I did something wrong to annoy him....sry.......then end of CG and we played basketball.....then went home with Jerome's shepherd....till I went home. Didn't hav dinner cause no appetite....then use comp.....then go to sleep.....

Thursday:Stayed at home for the whole day early at 7am and sleep at around 11pm like tat ba.....maybe l8r.....I was like so bored that my head hurts....I feel like splitting apart. I wanted to invite Benny:) out....but I don't think it works out well.....he tired and busy....so I was like:"Fine nvm." Then at night talked to him a little.....then went to sleep......

Friday: Scout.....I so bored about it la....I morning rush to do my hike report,and then talked to Jerome for a while.....the went to scouts.....in the end cannot go for PM....then went home and use comp and sleep.....

Saturday: I went to service. Its quite good,since some of the songs and hymes are still in my head(got a big impact,eh). Then went to hav lunch,then go for a lesson......then at night go home.....bored again....then when Jerome was signed in on msn I didn't talk to him.....since I was bothering him for the whole afternoon that I am bored....so nvr talked to him....but he said hi to me and we strike a conversation......but Benny or anyone else would not like it....so if they wanna know find me lor...and I can send u the whole thing.....he taught me a thing or 2,but I'm trying to apply....and he told me to cal Benny:) ,but I denied it.....thought I so wanna sms him to tell him everything....then went to sleep at 12am....*so early*

Sunday:Wake up at 10.07am!!! OMG so late la.....then use comp....btw the quiz yesterday is jux for the fun of it(taken from Jing Yi). So its not really accurate but take a look for fun if you want.....and in the morning I was like reading other ppl's blogs...I like Hong Jie's song in his blog....and I saw Benny:) tagged...so nvm......and I think he still donno my blog la....so ok lor......but he tagged at 4.24am!!!




Nvm.......my mind is tired and my heart feels heavy..........heck care about much le.......kk I may blog l8r again.....

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| Saturday, November 8, 2008



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Ok fine so I did a lot of quizzes today.....



You Are 48% Evil



You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side.

Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination.


I don't nd to be evil,Thank You.





Your Inner Blood Type is Type B



You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day.

Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable.

And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success.

You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible.



You are most compatible with: B and AB



Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and



Blood Type's A, sry...and btw I don't think all of them are right...since I don't believe I can do great things cause I'm a coward.




You Are 64% Good



You are a good person. You do the best you can to be ethical, fair, and moral.

And as you know, being a good person means making hard decisions... and following them through.

If you're confronted with an ethical dilemma, you will usually do the right thing.

Of course you do slip up. No one's perfect. But you do your best to correct your missteps.



You are also probably: incredibly honest, especially with yourself



Right now you are on track to being: A respected leader



To be a better person: Be kind to someone who is not very kind to you



Yea the last sentence I think I'll change from there.




You Are Somewhat Virtuous



You are occasionally a good person, but you often stop short at doing the right thing.

It's just a lot easier (and more fun) to be bad! You do have a reputation to uphold.



Deep down, you're a fairly good person. But no one's perfect.

You're just a lot less perfect than most people!



Where You Are Virtuous



You have the virtue of Tranquillity. You do your best to keep your life peaceful and calm.



You have the virtue of Temperance. You don't eat or drink excessively.



You have the virtue of Humility. You don't boast or brag.



Where You Are Not Virtuous



You lack the virtue of Silence. You talk too much, and your words aren't as valuable as they could be.



You lack the virtue of Resolution. You often don't follow through with things you know you must do.



You lack the virtue of Industry. You have trouble doing what's important, and you tend to waste time.



Ok this is almost totally true about me....




You Are 88% Pure



You're so pure ... you make a nun look like a whore!

There's a lot of life's dark side left for you to experience... if you want to.



No way!(For last sentence)




You Are 84% Pure



You're so innocent, it's almost like you're not human.

You're the type of person people feel bad cursing around.

And while you may be inexperienced, you're not easy to corrupt.

Taking this test is probably the naughtiest thing you've done in a while!



Not really la...sometimes I can be really SUPER EVIL.....woah better account Benny:) to this...




Your Life is 88% Off Track



Okay, so you probably are living the wrong life. But the good news is, you know it.

You ultimately control how good or bad your life is - and it's time to get to work.

Get therapy, dump your significant other, or move across the country. It's time to shake things up.



Yea.....my life's corrupted.....




You Are Great With Money



You know the value of a dollar - and you save and spend wisely.

By living below your means, you've set yourself up for a rich future.

And while it may hurt to sacrifice now, you'll probably have plenty of money later on.

You're on your way to riches - just keep it up.



Maybe....but sometimes I really waste it la....




You Are a Pretty Good Liar



Your lies are somewhat believable, but sometimes you get caught.

Work on keeping your body language and emotions calm. And you'll be a better liar in no time!



I don't WANT TO BE A LIAR!!! I am so bad....lol




You Are 4% Girly



Um... you're a guy, right? If not, you're the most boyish girl in the world.

And for you, that's probably the ultimate compliment.



Yea I am a male.....lol btw the only thing I had mark for is I am afraid of the dark,ghosts movies and real lives etc.




Your Hidden Talent



You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations.

You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts.

Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition.

The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.



Maybe....




What Your Soul Really Looks Like



You are quite expressive and thoughtful. You see the world in a way that others are blind to.



You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds.



You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself.



Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now.



For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.



Maybe as well....




You Should Live in a Small Town



You prefer a close knit community to the bustle of the city.

You like locally owned businesses, local flavor, and friendly neighbors.

There's nothing boring about a small town!



A small town means more attention!!! Yay...ok maybe its bad to demand attention....if you knoe my past u'll understand.....ask if you nd to....




You Belong in Generation Y



You fit in best with people born between 1982 and 2001.

You are cooperative, flexible, and adaptable.

You know the world changes quickly, and you're eager to change with it.

You are socially responsible, forward thinking, and open minded.



I am not really socialble....




Your IQ Is 75



Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average


Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average


Your Mathematical Intelligence is Average


Your General Knowledge is Below Average



Ok I think can ba......




You Are a Little Negative...



You can be negative from time to time, but you rarely go overboard.

You have a realistic view of the world, and most people appreciate your honest insights.



Like everyone else, you have your darker moods.

But when you're feeling super negative, you keep your feelings to yourself.



Not true.....




Your EQ is 93



You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.



You're a bit moody, and sometimes you have trouble coping with every day life.

But you're by no means depressed, and your good days definitely out number your bad days.



There's nothing really wrong with your life, but you may not be living up to your actual potential.

Negative emotions can be a real drain of your energy, so make sure you have them under control.



Maybe.....




You Are 0% Goth



Goth? No. Definitely not. You hardly even wear black clothing.

And to be honest, dark, brooding goth types freak you out a little.

To the extent that you have any goth interests, it's only because some goth stuff has become mainstream.

There's no chance anyone's going to find you in a graveyard after dark, that's for sure!



Yup...I hate dark and scary things.....




You Are a Chihauhua



You are very smart and very earnest. You take yourself quite seriously.

In fact, people are often amused by how seriously you take yourself.



Deep down, you are a very fragile person. Your friends and family know how breakable you are.

Because you are so fragile, you tend to be quite neurotic. You are suspicious of almost everyone and everything.



Ok this is almost 100% true.....trust me.




You Were the Brainy Kid



In high school, you were acing AP classes or hanging out in the computer lab.



You may have been a bit of a geek back then, but now you're a total success!



NOPE....not all true la.....at least 50% or more not true.....




You're a LiveJournal Hater!



LiveJournal? I think not. You stay far away from those drama queens.



To you, LiveJournal is like heroin for social misfits.



But you still watch on occasion, don't you? Hypocrite!



I don't knoe about LiveJournal. Blogger is all I nd! XD




Your Birthdate: March 27



You are a spiritual soul - a person who tries to find meaning in everything.

You spend a good amount of time meditating, trying to figure out life.

Helping others is also important to you. You enjoy social activities with that goal.

You are very generous and giving. Yet you expect very little in return.



Your strength: Getting along with anyone and everyone



Your weakness: Needing a good amount of downtime to recharge



Your power color: Cobalt blue



Your power symbol: Dove



Your power month: September



Not all true.....50% or less is not like me.




You Were a Fox



A good observer, you often watch others while remaining unseen.

Cunning and courageous, you also have a gentle side.



Ok maybe I'm a bit cunning.....*Hey no offence ok ppl its for a bit of fun....sry Benny:) and Rui Yong*




The Keys to Your Life



Anything good in your life comes from boldly confronting the darkness.



Illusions are dangerous, and you benefit from seeing the world as it truly is.



Anything bad in your life comes from fooling yourself or clinging to illusions.



Be strong enough to see the world clearly. Learn from your mistakes.



Ok try to......but wait.....ok nvm....*Ignore*




You're Pretty Stupid



You got 4/10 questions right!

It's probably time to get your head examined. You hardly know left from right.



I suck at this....u try lor!




Your 1920's Name is:



Gaston Manley



This is for Wong Jian Hao.....wait....its generated! ITS A FAKE!!!(maybe some of the others are as well....)





You Are an Okay Student



You know how to get by school, but your heart isn't always in it.

Motivation is a problem for you. Maybe you need to study something more exciting!



Ok this is not generated....btw its almost 100% true....




Well, You Know What a Blog Is...



You got 3/8 correct!



But, truthfully, most blogs probably bore you.



Not true....some are intersting XD




Your Blog Should Be Orange



Your writing has a star quality - it's charming, bold, and flamboyant.

You write what's on your mind, without fear of embarrassment later.

You are one of the most honest bloggers around, and people appreciate your daring persona.



Yea,cause those who mind dont matter and those who matter dont mind.




You Are Fairly Normal



You scored 55% normal on this quiz



Like most people you are normal in some ways...

But you aren't a completely normal person. You're a little weird too!



Why You Are Normal:



You prefer the sun to the moon



You think fishnet stockings are trashy



You prefer a good meal to a good nap



You rather be screwed over than screw someone else over



You would eat meat from a cloned animal





Why You Aren't Normal:



You don't keep up with your horoscope



If you had to, you rather live without laughter and still have music



You are no longer with your first love



You don't think glasses make anyone more attractive



You know a little about many subjects



Mind you I don't have a love.




Your Values Profile



Loyalty:



You don't really value loyalty.

In your opinion, friendship should be earned.

If you don't agree with someone, it doesn't matter how close you are.

You'll let them (and everyone else know) exactly what you think.



Honesty:



You value honesty a fair amount.

You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it.

If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it.

In the end, you mostly care about “situational integrity.”



Generosity:



You don't really value generosity.

Your needs always come first, no matter what.

And you'll possibly help someone else out...

But only if it helps you in return.



Humility:



You value humility a fair amount.

You tend to be an easy going, humble person.

But occasionally your ego takes over.

You have a slight competitive streak - and the need to be the best.



Tolerance:



You value tolerance a fair amount.

You are open to new cultures, beliefs, and ideas.

You have very few prejudices that you're aware of.

And while you are tolerant, you do stand true to what you believe.



Wa I very tired liao....this one hardly any comments lor...lol




Your Social Anxiety Level: 72%



You have high social anxiety.

You have a pretty serious social phobia, and it effects your life more than you may realize.

It's possible that you've made yourself comfortable by avoiding situations you dread.

But don't be fooled - you still probably need professional help.



Highly true....about 80% or more...




Your Body's Element is Air



You are competitive, assertive, and dominant.

You live to win, and it really makes you angry if you lose.



You are brilliant and competent. No matter what you're doing, you now your stuff.

People tend to be intimidated by your intelligence. It's hard to measure up to you.



Your energy tends to be: ebbing and flowing



Your power color is: white



Ok....*no comments*

Yay all I want to do de all done ^.^ This is from Jing Yi's blog,so I jux do it lor....some are actually generated so heck care....others are done on quizzes,and some I redo accidentally if you must know. Btw plz dont get offended its for fun kk?




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RULES
#1. 10 facts about yourself.
#2. then tag 10 other people.

1. I'm emotional.
2. My mood usually change according to the sky, otherwise to whoever ppl I'm with....so quite a bit of confusing personality.
3.I like designing anything.
4.I hate my computer and one a laptop for myself.
5.I want an MP3/4...cause....
6.I love music XD
7.I'm not socialble
8.I hate ppl nagging at me
9.I am a christian (and I AM PROUD OF IT XD )
10. I'm tired...I don't take hardship...and I'm easily bored....and easily tired.....so there.....

10 ppl to tag:
1.Benny:)
2.Hong Jie
3.Jerome
4.Valerie
5.Wei Qi
6.Yeenah
7.Luo Ting
8.Desmond
9.Benjamin Neo
10.Jia Ni

Haiz......Sock Hui this kind of quiz very open lei...not fun de.....XD but thanks for tagging me! XD Btw dont tell me to do the same thing often...I'm bored easily....and that is why I hate CCA(unless things like Arts,cause got a very wide range of things to do).....lol kk thx ^.^ Btw I only choose this 10 cause(for other ppl) I know somehow they will tag you someday so there! XD Wait ba ^.^ I'll blog l8r ^.^

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