God, what happened to me? | Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Ok so a few weeks ago the news of the EXCO was out. I was so prepared not to get any role. Not because I don't want to but...my common tests...arent up to standard and therefore tada. Bye bye Presidentship. Byebye Logicstics EXCO. I was like its alright. Its the best for me. God did what's best for me. And while that my other friend was like happy that God gave her the job as a candidate as a President. Well congratulations ^^
And then there's the IKEA project. Oh gosh just chasing all around...I feel like an idiot running on hot tracks being chased by some kinda cats. Heck with it.
Then there's homelife. Just the other day I was having a huge blow with my mum all because of tidbits. Crap. And I put on my earphones(or whatever the heck it is called) on at night mostly. I just...don't wanna hear my family...just like shutting myself.
Still, life goes on. These 2 days I fell asleep on my bed-my homeworks aren't finish. Yeah I had a good sleep, but my works are more important.
I'm kinda lost...like why this kinda crap life? Why cant I move on? Is there something I can do?
Then I read "Tuesdays with Morrie". A friend introduced me that book, and it really blew me away. Yes, my whole perspective of life changed a little. But more importantly, my career begins to shift its path again. I am interested in the human life and society and what life is all about...
But then....life is still as it is...
The other day my friend went to SOTA, and I was like why there isn't a school for laws or politicals or even mental health study of those sort? ITS SO UNFAIR .
So far, I feel that I'm improving in terms of my subjects, but NOT GOOD ENOUGH.
Ok, I'm jus crapping here, but I think I really need a break. I want to finish my stuffs, and I do not need more pilling up. TYVM. God save me from this maze....what had I done wrong to get this? What kind of test is this? Did you bring this to me, or had I brought it upon myself? In anycase Lord, let me out of this prison and let me fly again...
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Memory jotted at 10:09 PM
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